Come Back to Me

Twenty six

"You okay?" George kissed my hair

"Yes" I nodded

Knox came and my brother with his girlfriend picked him to calm him down, we are on a big trouble with what I did

"The Canadian Consulate will let you go away because you protected Knox" My dad came to me "how did this happen?"

"I was having a fucking shower dad and it's the second time that I did not realise that they came and tried to take Knox!" I said madly "I can't living unprotected anymore"

"You'll 24/7 protection from now on" My dad announced "Two bodyguards will come from Canada and they'll be with you all the time for protection"

"While I will be with her they don't have to be here" George said "We all are safe now"

"I want to sleep" I whispered

"The Japanese police will offer you two policemen for protection they already are outside Lance's room, they try to hurt Knox because he's a kid and he can't defend himself like we can" My dad said as both George and I stood up "I have to talk with Detective Campell and tell her what happened"

"Good I want my son" I replied "George?"

"Let's go" He nodded smiling

We got in the car, the police took me to the police station and it was an awkward moment, the man I hit is in the hospital with policemen around so nothing can happen

I was feeling so weak that I couldn't protect my son once again, back in Montreal I was sleeping and now I was in the shower

"Babe you need to relax" George placed his hand on my leg

"How could I relax from the moment that they try to take my son from my own protection?" I yelled at him and George took away his hand

"Yelling won't solve anything! We have to make clear to the guy that wanted to take him that he's gonna pay if he's gonna touch Knox again" George said madly "So don't yell at me"

"You're right" I looked outside of the window "I am not a good mother"

"You are definitely the best mother in the world and you're gonna be a mom of two really soon" George replied touching my leg once again "I am here to protect you"

"I love you" I tried to smile at him

"Ah! I love you too little princess" George winked at me

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On Thursday, the media day, I was all the day in the hotel, I was planning go for shopping with Marilou but the guards will be in Japan at night so the police will only protect us here

"I want you to feel safe looking Knox all alone! It's your fault!" Marilou said smiling and she squeezed my hand

"Marilou I had him with me and the two times! The tried to take him from me no one was there I am a bad mother for leaving my son alone" I just said

"You are the best mother I have ever met! Lance told me how strong you were when you found you were pregnant to Knox and you decided keep the baby and you grow him all alone. As you said they wanted to take him during moments that you weren't there! Last night you had a shower that was completely normal and they wanted to take him! A few days ago it was while you were sleeping!" Marilou is right everywhere but I still believe that I could protect Knox somehow "You protected him by hitting the kidnapper I don't think that a lot of women could do that"