Lavender's Scent

PROLOGUE

People say, if you try and try.....you'll get to it.

I dont believe in that and.........you came.

I always expect things to happen and to come, I expect things before it happens, I can sense it but.....how?

How? Why? This questions are messing in my head, my life was always peaceful, indeed peaceful...

And you came.....I can't blame you if you're beauty and presence is messing in my head, it's my fault that I dragged my self to you.....and I didn't regret a thing.

Behind those eyes are chaos, A chaos where no one could explain and even a psychiatrists wouldn't understand

I am no professional but I know you're in a lot of pain

You tried pushing me away but I choose to stay and figure those things that is running through your head and I know for a reason that you became a chaos to my head too.....but the diffrence is.....you are a beautiful chaos.

I didn't expect your presence but I expected those pain, I just couldn't understand it, you are too hard on yourself that you would choose to avoid me and push me away but I know that no matter how dangerous your situation is......I'll always stay and I will also consider that dangerous situation as our situation.

All those scars behind those eyes became the reason why I choose to love and understand the girl who's bringing the world of pain.

Just like people said, if you try and try, you'll immediately achieve it, and it worked, I tried many things that I even consider myself crazy because I am willing to die just so that you'll own up those pain and explain those scars to me, I did it, I achieved it, you enlightened me and I was happy.....but maybe it was too late.

And if im still alive, the first thing in my list is to keep you safe and loved, my dear.

If you are alone and the pressure is eating you up, if you are exhausted and the tiring day is suffocating you, then I'll come to you immediately so that you can smell my scent, indeed a..........lavender's scent.