The girls looked at me in disbelief. Maybe I shouldn't have told them, I should have kept my mouth shut. What if they go to Zayn now? What if they tell him that I still love him? It will get so awkward between us, and probably never talk again.
"Natalie, you do know that your with Harry. You said you loved him not that long ago. Now you're saying that you love Zayn? Who is it?" Alana demanded, but in a nice way.
"Zayn." I said quietly.
"Zayn. Alright, now you have to tell-"
"No! Are you crazy? I can't tell them. At not right now." I answered quite loudly, since everyone was now staring at us.
"Look, I think you should, tell them. It's wrong to love someone else when your in a relationship. I think we should go, I'll tell the waitress to box it." Danielle said, walking over to the counter. Alana went with her, but I decided to stay back.
Maybe they were right, maybe I should just tell them, and I need to get it off my mind. I mean, it would be horrible if they both found out and I knew for so long. I would lose my boyfriend and my friend. So no one really wins there.
"Hey, you okay?" Someone's asked from behind me, I turned around and smiled. "I'm fine Theresa. Thanks though." I lied, trying to hide the sadness that was probably all over my face.
"No you're not. What's wrong?" She inquired, setting her notepad down and sitting next to me.
"Am I a bad person for loving two guys at once?" I asked sighing, she grabbed my hand and smiled.
"No, who is it?" She asked, giving me her full attention. "Harry Styles and Zayn." I stated quietly, I saw her face light up when I said Harry. Does she like him?
"Harry Styles? Your dating him? Oh my god! Lucky." She pouted jokingly. I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"That's not the point Theresa!"
"Sorry. Anyways, what are you going to do?" She asked, I shrugged my shoulders. "Honestly, I have no idea. Do you think I should tell Zayn that I still love him?" Theresa shook her head.
"No. Wait till you know for sure. But look, I have to get back to work. Maybe we could hang out later, I'm done at 3. Sound good?" She asked smiling, I nodded. "Yep, bye Theresa. See you later." I said giving her a big hug, she smiled and walked away into the kitchen.
"You ready?" Alana asked, grabbing my hand, I nodded and smiled at them. "Do you guys mind if I go out with Theresa today?" I asked, and the girls scoffed. "Of course! Don't ask, just go!" I laughed at Danielle's mother like tone and realized that she was perfect for Liam. Their like Mommy and Daddy Direction!
When we all got to the car, I pushed Alana out of the way and sat in the front seat. "That's not fair!" Alana whined from behind me, I chuckled, "life's not fair." She huffed and got into the backseat. As Dani turned on the car, I clicked the button for the radio and it turned on.
'Oh no I seen,
Spider Web is tangled up with me.
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I've said'
"Um, I think we should turn off the radio." I said, turning it off quickly. Sulking back into my seat, going back to thinking.
I know that song by the back of my hand. It was called Trouble by Coldplay and I used to listen to it all the time. It has always calmed me down, but in this situation, it's probably going to make me worse. And by worse I mean even more sad.
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Things Happen For a Reason (Zayn Malik\Harry Styles)
FanficNatalie and Zayn have been dating for a good 6 months now. What Natalie dosent know is that Zayn has a dream to become a famous singer. On their 6 month anniversary, he tells her the big news. He is auditioning for The X Factor. Natalie is so happy...