agar tum sath ho

finally

12th or thousand twenty three kaise  nikal jaata hai pata hi nhi chalta ....
I was doing my practice.... Or honey Usdin hamare hi ghar mey thi.... She was continuously calling me or phone sir ke pass tha or hamara fight ho raha tha vo Usdin ghar aai thi.......  hum fight jeet toh jaate hai but points bhi diye the ...
Sir got irritated or vo hamara phone switch off kar dete hai or unko already hamari or honey ki dosti dosti nhi lagti thi... He got angry ....
Sir: Krishna.....
I comes out and said...
Me: ji sir ji ....
Sir: kya kar rahi ho ??? Aise laogi international medal ???  Tum ya toh dosti karlo ya toh karate ... Magar ye Krna hai toh baaki log bhi hai hamare pass .... tumhari bass ki kuchh nhi hai .... Chhod do ye international ke sapne .... Bohot dekh rahe hai aaj kal mobile per bohot baate ho rahi hai ....
I remained silent... Hamey gussa aane lagta hai ... He looked towards his wrist watch and said...
He: chalo rap up Karo Aaj ki practice....
I nodded.... Or hum guards wagaira pack karte hai or bike se Ghar aajate hai ... I comes into my room and put my kit bag near my bed when she enters...
Honey: mai tumhe kabse call kar rahi hi thi.. Call kyu nhi pick Kiya ....
I remained silent....
Honey: Kissu I'm asking something...
Me: yaar tumko kyu call karna rahta hai ??? Practice mey the na hum ???
Honey: amma ne kaha tha ki call karke tumse khane mey kya khana hai uske regarding puchhle ....
Me: toh tumhe kya zaroorat thi call karne ki ...
Honey: kya hua ???
I pinned her to the wall and said....
Me: tumhe kya karna hai hamare ghar mey ghuss kar .... Jabse hamari zindagi mey aai ho phanda bangai ho gale ka ....
Honey: kya ho gaya kissu ???
Me: zindagi barad ho gai hai tumhari wajah se hamari.... Importance kya hai tumhari hamari zindagi mey kyu ho tum ??? Tumhe toh mar jana chahiye...
She got hurted .... Guys I don't know why but hum aaj bhi rone lagte hai ki humne itne buri tarike se baat ki thi usse .... Jiske bina hamari zindagi adhuri hai .... Jiske bina hum hamari zindagi hum imagine nhi kar saktey ..... Honey if you are reading this I'm sorry baby Usdin ke liye ...
Anyways let's continue....
She slapped me and said...
Honey: fine then ....
Vo waha se chali jaati hai ....  I took a deep breath....
When my amma shouted....
Amma:  lalla ( bade bhai UP se hai hum or yaha beta ko log lalla bhi bolte hai )  jaa kar kritika ko ghar chhod aao ...
I replied....
Me: hum nhi Jaa rahe papa se bol dijiye aap ...
I lied down on the bed....
After sometime jab hamari buddhi khulti hai or realise that what I have done....
I took my phone and dailed her number or vo busy aa raha tha.... I took a deep breath.... Hum fir usko call karte hai kai baar but busy hi aa raha tha .... I was feeling guilty....
Didi room mey aati hai....
She sits beside me .... I hugged her....
Didi: kya hua kichu....
Hum unko har cheez batate hai ....
Didi: tu pagal hai bilkul.... Kya zaroorat thi uske saamne itna gussa dikhane ki ....
I started crying It was the first time when I was crying for someone....
Me: didi hamey sorry bolna hai usko .....
Didi: oye duffer ro mat .... Kal Ghar chali jaana uske ...
Hum kitna bura feel kar rahe the ki kya batae ....
I called her on the WhatsApp but usne block kar diya tha....
Didi: chalo zayada load mat lo .... Or dinner karlo ....
She kissed my forehead and said....
Didi: chalo neche....
Hum dinner karte hai ...
Us raat hamey neend hi nhi aa rahi thi .... But some how khud ko samjha kar hum so jaate hai ....

Next day after doing practice hum uske ghar aajate hai but unfortunately waha lock laga tha ....
Do din aise hi nikal jaate hai or hum restless hone lagte hai ....
I was in the in the karate dojo or Usdin premlata didi bhi thi ... I was scrolling down my phone or vo pehli baar hamey itna tensed dekh rahi thi ....
Premlata didi: ye champ kya hua ?? Aise kyu baithi ho ???
Me: aise hi ...
I replied with a smile..
P: batao toh beta ....
Me: didi hamey samajh nhi aa raha ki hum itna kyu sochh te hai kritika ke baaremey....
P: kyu kya hua ???
Me: ladai ho gai hai ... Per vo toh dusre friends ke saath bhi hoti hai per iske saath thoda alag sa lagta hai .... Jab isko dekhte hai aisa lagta hai ki is hi ko dekhte rahe ....
P: pate mey gudgudi hui kabhi usko dekh kar ???
I nodded...
Me: aisa lagta hai ki bas uske saath hi rahe or jab vo dur jati hai toh Rona aata hai aisa lagta hai ki uske pass hi rahe ....
P: pagal tu pyaar karti hai usse....
Me: ka???
P: haa gadhi....
I literally felt butterflies in my stomach....
Jab tak sir ji premlata didi ko bulalete hai .... I was just thinking about her ... Thinking that agar hamey itna bura lag raha hai toh usko kitna bura lag raha hoga .... When sir ji comes and sits beside me and crasses my hair and said...
Sir: kya hua ???
Me: kuchh nhi ...
Sir: chalo toh practice mey or kicks karo ....
I nodded....
Me: partner koun hai hamara ...
Sir: mai karwa raha hu practice....
Me: theek hai....
Sir: andar se kick pad utha kar Lao kick drill kare ....
I nodded....