The Swan song/Jujutsu Kaisen Reborn

Life is Shit! and then you die!!

"You are my specialzzzz, laalaa lala laala"I was singing along to the theme song of jujutsu kaisen  which was playing in the background while walking around my room ,and was also at the same time trying to blow dry my (h/c) hair.

IT was literally! I meant it literally!45° in India and I seemed to be basically melting in the heat, it was a relief that the school was closed because of some festival… thanks random festival I don't know about! I mentally said to myself.

It was rare that there was a day off and my family also weren't in the house, but that day it happened to be true. I was going to fully enjoy my day, I thought getting excited! Believe me if you live in a joint family in India with no privacy during summers, where everyone sits in the same room that has air conditioning you ought to get a lil mad .

By luck I was going to be home alone today as my near toxic but still lovable family members were out for a wedding and I refused to go to the said wedding claiming of a heat stroke in the hot! yup I was a lying pimp but it was worth it !as I started thinking of the possibilities of my day.

I could study,read a book, clean,feed my cat who hasn't been fed and was now scratching my bed post,sleep my depression off ,read Wattpad like a lunatic....the possibilities were endless until I did the obvious, which was sit in the only air conditioned room in the house that was usually occupied by the said family members of mine and watch anime!!

I opened my phone and did a quick insta check, yup ain't getting famous like the Kardashians with 176 followers anytime soon, well! unless I have the body ! which was half botox and fillers, I scrolled my feed mindlessly for a minute ignoring the obvious 'cool' lifestyle of my classmates with their male freinds and parties thinking if we even were in the same grade living the same life the only difference was that they liked to bully weak people , while I didn't,I sighed reminding myself that I hated everyone in my school and was waiting to graduate so that I could go away from those bitches, it'll happen soon enough I thought.

I scrolled through the reels in my feed which were ofcourse 80%JJK related ! half of which were thirst traps of sukuna and gojo , I watched the reels feeling a little better by indulging in pure mindless scrolling so that I didn't have to get all depressed and anxiety sickened thinking about my obvious shitty life with a not-so-hot body,0 freinds and half the school hating my guts!

Then I stumbled upon a reel which showed the death of my favourite characters (geto,nanami, Nobara,gojo…....)the list could go on, I cursed gege and thought why I liked jjk in the first place when I was depressed and the anime and manga both were adding onto the trauma.

I sighed and switched off my phone sniffling a little getting mad at myself for crying when today was supposed to be {fun & self-healing without my shitty classmates} day!

But there I was crying again , like a weak idiot over my life and an anime which  was much closer to my heart then I'd like to admit.

I went out of the air conditioned room in hopes of getting a tissue to rub the SALT+H2O(tears lol!) which was coming out of my eyes . I was going down the stairs thinking how life was so unfair and how gege akutami was a asshole ,when I died! Yup, y'all heard it right I died!!...

A pretty shitty death for a shitty girl. I atleast wanted to die like how they show it in a cliche scene where a villain murder's me or when a truck hits me, but nope! I head to die by tripping the stairs which even meu meu(my cat) could cross easily!

I glanced one last time at my cat who was purring beside me while I was covered in blood at the bottom of the stairs.

I hoped my family will feed her when I am gone ! and perhaps would miss me ! I closed my eyes in relief thinking how I'd finally be free from this ridiculous world and succumbed to my not so cool death.