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Ep-5 I like you. really?

"I like you. " I said, he answered "seryoso ka na? " He was a bit hesitant when I confessed.

He doesn't trust me.. Well I think I know why.

-First quarter G6-

September 23,2023

The first time I've ever confessed.

"Crush kita pri" That's what I said
"Mama mo" Ayun reply nya.

He was playing cod, tas tumawag ako.
He was so surprised.. And I was as well. He liked me for 1 week already? What should I do.. It's just a dare.

-earlier-

James dared me to confess to jhayron, since his the only one that doesn't have any life love at all. So i've thought "why not do it? I mean there's nothing to lose, since I don't like him" Or do I?

After that I confessed to him.
Yung pag chachat ko sakanya nag last ng 3 days. And after that I couldn't take it at naguilty. I've confessed what was really my intention. He was upset, he was hurt. I was so dumb to play with his feelings. He was so genuine, I was a fucking player.

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March 11,2024

The time I've actually confessed my feelings. The real one not the fake one..

After James said that he was the memory verse that was chosen. I immediately talked to jhayron, asking if it was ok of him being the memory verse voluntarily.

I was surprised that he agreed. He was so nice..

One hour has passed, and our topic switched.

We're talking about our crushes, he has moved on from Jheralene. I was overthinking if he still likes her.

Netherless that didn't stopped me from confessing my feelings. I was finally brave enough to tell how I feel after what I did.

He was reluctant at first, but then I've explained everything to him. He understand, it's fine with him. He is so kind...
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Weeks have passed and I was so hurt that we was just forced to like me back. Or napilitan cause he didn't know what to do. And guess what? It was James and Michael who told me that. They've been saying things such as "baka masaktan si pia","Pilit lang si jhayron eh", "No choice lang sya". And stuff like that. I was hurt indeed, but who would trust someone like me? Who's a retired player.

Weeks have passed and we became so close with each other. Call almost every night.. And their was one time when he decided to change our messenger theme into the heart one. And set a nickname for me.

April 4 our retreat. He gave me a gift..
It was a plushie and a bag. He was so thoughtful enough that he gave me stuff that is the color pink.. I love pink so much. I gave him a gift as well, but most importantly a letter. The letter was 5 pages. He cried when he red it. He said something like "Medjo nagtitiwala nako" I was happy. Kahit na he didn't fully trust me I mean at least his trying to believe in me right?
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Weeks have gone by and we decided to hold our hands for the first time. It was very thrilling yet exciting.. Sobrang kilig na kilig ako Don.
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"I've finally got the guy that I actually love. "