"Akala ko ba ako lang? Ano ito Braile? Bakit? Sabi mo ako lang bakit kinailangan mo pa maghanap ng iba? Anong pagkukulang ko!" Naiiyak na tanong ko sa lalaking nasa harapan ko habang nasa likod niya ang best friend ko.
Napalunok siya, "I'm sorry hindi ko sinadya, pero ayaw mo kasi eh. Ang hirap nun! Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko nagawa, pero wala kang kasalanan ako lang." Sabi nito saakin I looked at him with disbelief.
Dahil lang sa hindi ko maibigay ang sarili ko ay kinailangan ninyang lokohin ako. Kasama pa ang best friend ko? "Bes I'm sorry" I look at the girl who betray me.
Humihikbi na ako ng sobra ang sakit sakit. Sa sobrang kampante ko sakanilang dalawa hindi ko na nakita na isang araw ay darating din ito. "I fucking trust both of you!" Tinuro ko sila dalawa at tumingin sa mata ni Braile. " I fucking sacrifice all the opportunity I had and my dreams for you Braile. I fucking loss everything just for you!" Nag uumiyak ako not just because of this.
But, because of those dreams I lost just for this guy. "Dahil lang sa sex, Braile? Niloko mo ako? Ganun kaba talaga kasabik para maloko mo ko?" I looked at him with so much anger.
"It's your partially fault too, bes!" I look at my best friend with disbelief written in my face. "If you just give what he wants then, he won't cheat. So it's your fault too!" She said to me I look at her how could my best friend for 15 years told me all of this.
"Is it my fault that I love my self? That I respect my dignity?" I ask her and look away. "I'm not like you Sofia. Who can give herself to a man just to choose him. I know that you already had feelings for my boyfriend, so I'm fucking thankful that you took my problem. Good luck to your relationship. Cheaters!" After I said those words I walk away to them.
But it's hurt that two people you care for, betray you. Sumakay ako sa kotse ko at lumayo sa lugar na iyon. Si Sofia she was like a sister for me, because I don't have any siblings. Ang sakit sakit ng ginawa niya. I've always been there for her, through high and lows.
Pero ang mas masakit ay yung lalaking una kong minahal ay niloko ako, kasama ang best friend ko. Two people I cherish the most.
