𝔩𝔬 𝔮𝔲𝔢 𝔰𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔬 - mikasa

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a well-lit sky shined on my face after i removed my blanket that was tightly covered over my head. shit. i thought to myself as i lift myself off my lying position. school. i had always hated school. but the thought of that person just motivates me to come to school everyday. uni was just a pain in the ass.

i took a hot shower and do my usual skincare routine before applying my vanilla sugar perfume. it was my favourite perfume.. because of her. she had one day reccomended me this perfume because it would suit me. i had been using it ever since.

i wore a white tanktop and some normal black sweatpants, also with a brown satchel while holding a white cardigan for the cold weather. i wasn't the type of person who dress like they were going to the bar because it was just university. but on the other hand, she was the person who would overdress for such a boring part of your life. although, because of her, you've been opening up to trying those type of outfits.

i went out my door. the cold air immediately hit my bare skin. i wore my cardigan and hurriedly rushed to campus. while rushing there, out of the corner of my eye, i see mikasa opposite of the road beside me. it was weird though.. she wasn't wearing what she usually wears. she was wearing a oversized tshirt and sweatpants. similar to mines. i smiled but i figured it was my usual delusions getting to me. i didnt wave or shout her name because her head was down. i wouldn't want to embarrass myself if she didn't see or hear me call out her name. she was covered in a blue hoodie that eren had gave her during their first monthsary. they'd usually walk to campus together, in a whole different route. it was unusual.

i kept a far enough distance from her so she was infront of me. i didn't want her to think i was ignoring her presence if i were to just walk forward without a single wave or look at her.

i had finally reached. i stopped infront of the gates. i had completely forgot that she was technically walking to school with me.

"y/n. hello!" mikasa grins at me. her smile was beautiful. i could not keep my eyes off of her. "mikasa! i thought you would usually use the back gate to come in." i said as if i didn't see her just then.

"err... i just wanted to go through here today." she grabbed my arm. my eyes stared at her hand gripping my arm. mikasa? holding my arm..? "lets go in." i gave a small nod as i walked in. making sure she doesn't let go of my arm. we walked to a empty bench. i finally had the courage to ask. "by the way.. where's eren?" i pretended like i just realized she didn't come together with him. she let go of my arm and took off the hoodie suddenly and placed in her bag.

i was waiting for her answer. she sighed and looked at me. i was confused. she just looked at me. her eyes about to puff up as if it wasn't already. i took the hint. no fucking way. the so called "best couple" broke up. it had been at least 2 years. what are the chances. i grabbed both her upper arms and pulled her in for a hug.

i felt her hands gripping on the back of my cardigan. it was tight. the tight where you couldn't pull away until she loosens her grip. "it's okay. don't cry." i reassured her in a soft voice as i grabbed the back of her head and pushed her in more. i want this hug to last forever.

she loosened her grip on ur cardigan. you pull away and held onto her wrists. "are you cold?" i asked. i felt goosebumps form on her arms. she nodded multiple times. i did a slight chuckle. shes fucking cute. i took  off my cardigan and gave it to her. she took it off my hands. hers slightly touching mines. she wore it. it looked beautiful on her. i wiped the tears off her cheeks with my thumbs. she printed a smile. cute.

"lets go." she took my hand and we walked to her dorm. as much as i feel bad for their breakup, i wanted this. i wanted her so bad. thats how long i waited for them. i never thought the time would come. all the questions filled my head. why did they break up? does he even care right now? i had not realized we were already at her dorm.

"y/n." she said in a gentle tone. i love her voice. how her voice was always gentle and soft to me. she sniffles after saying my name. i snap back. "im sorry, haha." i laugh. she laughs back. she pulls me in her embrace once again. my eyes widened by the sudden move.

"y/n.. can i ask you something?" still in her arms.

"anything, mikasa."

she hugged me tighter and tighter. if im being honest, she hadn't been this affectionate to me before the breakup. i didn't complain though. all i wanted was to feel her forever. as she was about to ask. her phone rings. pulling away, she took it from her pockets. watching her do so. everything she does is just pretty.  i took a peek at who was calling.

speak of the fucking devil. it was eren. she looked up at me. seeing my frown. just seeing eren<3 in her phone makes me pissed. "y/n. do i answer?" i was hesitant. my brain was telling me, no. but my heart was telling me, yes. fuck. this was hard.

i stuttered on my words.

"do you want to talk to him?" i ask. backing away from her and leaning against the door.

"i miss him. so much, y/n." she mumbles under her breath. "then answer it." she tapped the green button. she put the phone over her ear. i moved forward and pulled the phone out of her ear and put the call on speaker mode. i could hear every word.

"mikasa."

"eren.."

"i'm fucking sorry. okay..? it really was unintentional. i thought it was you.."

her?

"me!? eren, you fucked her. you think that a sorry would fix everything?" my eyes widened. he.. cheated on her..? what kind of bastard would cheat on her? mikasa ackerman, the definition of perfection.

"we were drunk, mikasa. please? can we go back?"

"fuck you, eren." oh shit. i didn't know mikasa would say something like that to eren.

"you know what? i'm sick of you, mikasa. you can't forgive me because i fucked someone? well guess what? i fucked all kinds of girls while we were together. now you know i'm not that pure eren you used to love so much. go die, mikasa." the beep sounded. he had ended the call, just like that. i was standing right infront of mikasa. i can see her shaking everywhere.

her phone slipped out of her hand. i catched it before it dropped to the ground. i saw tears falling to the floor. i looked up. her cries were more intense than when we were infront of the door of the campus. i threw her phone on the couch and pulled her into my arms.

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hihi.. starting a new one. hope you enjoy this one.

love,
k.