People say that I I'm stupid for being with you
That your my poison
My executioner
But I say fuck them
I love you no matter what
Even if you cheat
Even if you physically hurt me
Even if you burn a hurtful hole in my heart
Your the one I want to be with
The one care to death
No matter what you do I will always love you
Pain
It's wonderful
I love to feel the pain of my heart exploding into pieces by my loved ones
I want to feel the pain of my brain telling me no but my heart telling me yes
It's what I desire
I hate to feel loved
Geeked cared for
Feel respected
I'm a source of self destruction
And I'm the phototroph
