"You're okay, I'm okay"
repeated multiple times. In shower, when eating, or just simply staring, this happens when I suddenly remember cringe decisions and moments I am not proud of. Those are the words automatically voiced out from my mouth. People who hears it, looks at me. Adding tunes at the end of "okay" has been my resort to save my crazy self from embarrassment and to not give away the fact that maybe i am already on the brink of losing my mind.I wish there are buttons in my mind to prompt delete of unwanted memories. i hate this life.
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Random•shenanigans of a dramatic teen/adult •expect grammatical errors. But I hope you understand its original context. •published them here, because it is the only safe place I could share my thoughts and dramatics.