Regreatful Love

The Day this all start

The sun shines through my glasses relfecting rays into my eyes making hard to see lovely beach infront of me... I was with my friends chatting and recording new memories with them...it was lovley ....we were preparing to get into the couch that we took to come and visit this awe inspiring natural beauty.Not more than a second before someone call my name ... I looked back to see who was it.. it was a guy in my year ...I was confused why he called me... His friend who was next to him said he is very inspired by my social media stuff...  I was kinda falttered don't lie... I try my best not to show it... and I replied saying...'Aww thank you' what else can I say.... that was the first time i talk with him....

This reminds me of another incident at school library where i was in the computers doing something when a ugly as shit guy trying to talk to me by making me annoyed .... where he introoduce me to Huyin who was the guy I was fallen love with and was the person who told me he was inspired by my social media things...I don't know why  was my heart got kinda warm that time like that radiated sun rays hitting my skin trying to tanned me up at the beach...I wasn't interested at that time to be honest however I found him attractive thats it..To be honest I don't know why I'm Letting you guys know my secrets but Through the story i can penetriate my feeling for him through this story which is way better than letting that guy know that I like him. All I want is Huyin to ask me out well, You'll probably get to know it sooner or later. 

Back to the story ... We were drop off to the school grounds by the couch ...I was too tired to be on cloud nine about the incident.I literaly forget about it , after i went straight home an jump on my bed after getting change to my homie cloths that smell like home.I was quite lucky to have my own room to do whatever I want to ....So listent to nonstop music until I fallen a sleep dreaming about that flipping guy instead og my upcoming gcse ..Fuck. Well I'm not regreating but thats what my parents expected me to do.All WAYS DREAM ABOUT UR FUTURE LIFE, HAVING A GOOD CAREER,JOB etc But I was thinking all along about this tall, thin,brown eyes, bloned broen hair  and cute looking but quite interesting guy That I fallen for the first time.The first time we met he is quite gental but soon we get closer he became quite Weird But weirdly I also like that inda Weird... Yh Sounds absolutly crazy isn't it....

The side of me I thought He might like me too.. but The god knows what he thinking about me...I'm so thankful for univers for making me meet someone like him and giving me to spend and make memories with him...I love it so much Especially the first time we looked at each other at the library...Wow Sounds so like a kdrama that I reacently watched.Never thought that Kdrama's are real but here is the biggest proof..OMGG..