Regreatful Love

Soft Like a pillow

I was a kid who wasn't really famous at that time but Mostly the pupil in my year group knew me because I was a crazy social media influncer doing some funny videos and transition videos online which is kinda cool to some ppl but very embarrassing to me. I was lucky enough to be choosen as a prefect at that time in school, We had to do luch time duty on some days I mainly had two days which is Teusday and wednesdays. To be honest all the prefects had early lunch... This means we can leave the lessons early i was so happy, I had english before the lunch so, i left the lesson 10 minutes early and went the canteen and start to dig in my lunch which i brought from home its quite nice and straightly went to the duty area. My duty is to stop younger students going upstairs and the students in my year... which is hard cuz ..Fuck they aren't listening to me and I'm quite scared to talk to them cuz they look scary like hell ... 

huyin used to talk to me during my duty time at second floor after he had his lunch in the canteen ...  I was quite happy about it but didn't show it at all.. I think I didn't ..I can't really be sure about that because when ppl fall in love they are blind ... Our vice principle told us to stop doing prefect duty in next up coming weeks due to the GCSEs ..I was kinda feeling down cuz  we are not allow to leave the lessons early.. Me and my mates planed to have the lunch in the Lunch time at 12.45 instead of break time which was  at 10.40 .. Fortunatly it was the greatest idea I ever had becuase when I went inside the canteen to have my food I saw huyin having luch with his friends. He saw I was walking into the canteen and he smiled at me and make fun of things I eating... Actually it look likes he like me but who knows!...Although it gave me butterflies my besties were so pissed off about it cuz they are tired of hearing my nonsense about huyin and I had in the past... Imagin your friend repeating the same stories 100 times a day feeling it like herself like a real life kdrama.Yah I talk like that ..I feel bit embarrassed about it but lets slip a side it. 

Today is a Thursday, One of my fav days becuase its like my luckiest days ...I left the school at 3.15 pm as normal. Nothing really special happened during the morning or even after lunch .. I almost thought it was another boring day until, this happened...Me and best friend was walking on the corridor door .... i suddenly slaped her face and start running for fun... she was pissed off so she end up chashing me after like a lion who chased after deer...Hold up I want to remind that I'm Not a DEER ok..

I was looking back at her and making funny face's to make her more angry, she beefed up her running speed, so this stupid me changed direction by turing left to the corridor by looking back at her and the worst thing had happened...OMG it wasn't that bad but it give's me chills when i recall it ...my soft and little cubby face hit on soft surface that I would lay my face forever cuz it way more comfortable than the pillow im sleeping on....It was a tall, white guy with straight curly lightly yellowy brown. OMg... Imagining that  dark blue eyes which targeted my innocent looking black eyes.. gives me goose bumps... Because To me Its the most akward thing ever happened to me in my whole life...I was frozen for a second looking at that eyes and realising the worst mistake that I've done in a long time.... my mouth is half open and my bestie who enjoy the whole seen like watching a  real life kdrama until, a lovey crude voice echoed through our ears.