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chapt-22

do you know that feeling when u feel like the whole world just isn't worth anything when you feel like everyone betrayed you when you wanna just grab a bat and hit everyone and anything then just lay down and cry till you die well I feel that right now

flashback

I was walking down the hallway towards drews room when I see Michael on the floor with his face in his hands

I run towards him
"Michael what's wrong please tell me Drew is fine!"

"he is fine cat" he looks up at me with red puffy eyes

"what's wrong then why are u crying "

I see him hesitate before he says
"I walked into something I would of never imagined would happen I don't think u would think it would happen eaither " another tear drops and he looks down

I was confused what wouldn't I expect

"you are scaring me what is it" I snap out my thoughts even though in the back of my head I'm trying to figuar out what he talking about

"well I was coming back from the house because I had left Lia here and I told her I would be back in an hour but I I couldn't sleep so I came to pick her up earlier and I walked in here and i"

"you what!!" I was getting annoyed I just want to know what happend

"Isawherallindrewsbuddyandshewasbendingdownidontknowtodowhatbutlookedlikeasuckyandimreallyhurtithoughtshelovedme!!"he blurted

I looked at him like he was crazy
"slow down" tell me again

"I saw Lia with her hands on drews D*ck and and she was bend over I don't know for what but I'm really hurt  I didn't know she was this type of girl" he said

I couldn't move I couldn't say anything , all I could see was black and soon I was out
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(Lia pov)
here I am crying in my room like it's not my fault that I am now worthless to everyone just as mom said  , I been going to the therapist for 2 months and they didn't help  so i guess I really am useless  ,
now all I did was lose my best friend , and the love of my life  .

a tear drops

I know what I did was wrong , I wasn't even thinking  but of course I wasn't thinking because I'm a useless  piece of nothing that should just die and today I proved that I'm nothing , to the People I love  ,

this pain I know will haunt me forever but I rather die then know that I almost damaged my friend ship with Catt and my love for Michael , 

but I'm too late all the love ,
it's all gone because one stupid thing
I can't help the sobs that erupts I been trying for so long I really have  but it didn't  help ,

my trying didn't pay off and that's exactly why I'm gonna do this

I grab a piece of paper and start writing
Dear , best friend
I know I betrayed you , I really didnt mean to , I have been going to therapist over my crazy , but that wasn't helping and neither was my mom , but I want u to know that I love you and That I would never do something to hurt you on purpose , please tell drew I'm sorry , and I want you to know that now I won't be able to hurt you
               I love you
                   from Lia

Dear , love of my life
I'm so sorry , you are my everything, I love you so much , I'm sorry that all i did to help myself didnt work , I'm sorry that I'm useless, I'm sorrryy
                 I love you
                   from Lia
Dear , mom
I hate you with all my guts , u were never any help , u always treated me like I was nothing , but I guess i  just proved you right , are u proud now
              from Lia 

with that I'm ready to do what I have to and make everybody life better and never disturb again

I grab my chair and sit it In font of my closet I put the rope around my neck

and with one last I'm sorry

I jump .....

Heyy guys I know y'all probably hate me for making yall wait and for doing this to Lia but ... i needed to change  everything up  
I been working all summer and school is about to start and I just been busy but I promise I'm going to try and update more often btw it's almost the end of this book

but comment and like
I love you all once again I'm sorry 😘❤️