Jays Group Home For Boys

chapter 4

TW ( this chapter includes abuse, mentally and physically and emotionally, I'm not trying to romanticize abuse nor do I support it. If youre experiencing or have experience abuse please reach out.)

Around 12 that's when I sneakes out. I have about 2000 dollars with me. So I put 1000 away from when I get out of here and the other 1000 I can spend on what I need like acholol and drugs. Which I got I got back in my room around 1 and went to hide my stash somewhere. While I was hiding stuff I hid my razor blades around the room. Then I went to go sleep on the floor.

Nightmare/flashback

"Worthless"
"Useless"
" Let's show him a lesson mother"
" N-no I'll be good I will show you I'm not"
" It's too late for that"
With that I was grabbed by my hair and thrown into the basement. Soon my brother and mother came down chaining me to a pole. So I couldn't move. And started punching me. I was crying and screaming.
" Shut up grown man don't cry" my mother said
" He's just a lil bitch ma"
" We should give him a dress and high heels for him to wear" with a few more punches they left me down here. But I know the drill they won't let me down not until right before my father gets home"

End of nightmare/flashback

I woke with a start to someone knocking on my door. Great Im not in the mood for this today. I know I'm gonna be a bitch today and they don't deserve it but I can't help it. Usually I'll get in a fight to make me less bitchy but can't do that here. I know what they wanted they wanted me to go downstairs and eat breakfast. So I open the door and said " no" to who happened to be jay.
" You don't even know what I was gonna say"
" You were gonna say breakfast is ready"
" It is"
" My answer is no"
" Come down anyways we have to talk about the rules"
"Okay"
As we walked downstairs I started looking at my surroundings. It's a nice place with a bit of old modern mixed with new modern. It's painted black and white. It also gives us a comfortable home look. We made it to the dining hall. Yes I said dining hall. There's one big table that can hold 10 people. I take a sit next to who I think is ace and chase. Which they are both staring at me like they found something more disgusting then trash. As they are assessing me John brought out the food. Which was omelet with taco meat. It looked halfway decent. as Jay takes a seat he says " let's talk about the rules"
Rule number 1 No leaving unless we talk about it first. Well I already broke that rule.
Rule number 2 atleast eat two meals each day. I'm gonna break that rule a lot.
Rule number 3 he didn't even get to finish his sentence when Ace stood up and said " why do we have to go over this just for one nut job who won't be here long"
" I'm not a nut job" I say
" Yeah you are that's why you're dad sent you away he couldn't handle you anymore"
The last thing I remember before I blacked out was it looks like   I got my wish. A fight