Sweetheart

Time

Sei POV

I remember the day she allowed me court her. I thought we were gonna be together as long as I try to charm her, but now I'm just a shoulder to cry on, someone who could pleasure her, Even when she was in a relationship. I knew Yoru was just using me.

Because she knows that I'm okay even if I'm not her number one. I did hope to be her one and only, but eventually she started dating this guy, someone who was much older than us, much mature apparently. So I went and followed them around and they went to hotels and stuff the usual stuff couples do. I then went and confronted him.

I told him to leave her that I was her Girlfriend. And when she found out she got mad she told me that to her I was nothing but I really didn't care. And then she started ignoring me, she even told mutual friends that I was a lesbian.

And at that time being someone who liked the same gender as themselves were considered disgusting, and as expected no one wanted to be friends with me anymore.

A week passed, and then a month, until it became a full year with her just pretending that I didn't exist. But I met a girl, on a internet cafe that I always visited. She was the owners daughter her name was Rei, and I thought she was beautiful.

I would have definitely fallen in love with her if I wasn't in love with another already. Soon we became friends, and in 2 months it became something more. But I knew with my self that I was just passing time with her as I wasn't that serious.

Maybe the reason why I was with Rei, was because of their similarities. Rei had the same short blonde hair as hers, same mannerisms, same place where here mole is on her face, same personalities. The only difference they had was that..... Rei loves me while Yoru doesn't.

Every time I look at Rei, I only remember her. I know this is wrong. I was only using Rei because she was like Yoru, but in the end if ever Yoru comes to me, wanting and needing me, I would let her. And Rei doesn't deserve that.

Sei POV

I was waiting for Rei to come, I'm waiting for her to tell her the truth, that I don't really love her, and that I was only with her because she reminded me of the woman I truly loved. But then I saw her, I saw Yoru.... My heart began to race as usual. Even when she was with her new boyfriend, my heart doesn't seem to care. Then Rei came, suddenly all smiley and stuff. But she looked surprised when she saw Yoru and her new boyfriend.

"BIG BROTHER!!" WHAT THE- I was completely in shock and Yoru also seemed to be. As Rei was introducing me to her brother, well he wasn't all that impressive. He was 5'4 same height as Yoru and Rei was taller than him. And he wasn't good looking at all.

Unlike Rei, and soon they invited us to go inside. It was awkward, I didn't want to be there and it was obvious since Rei's dad asked me if I was uncomfortable. I told him no, that I was just surprised seeing Yoru here.

And then they continued talking while we were all eating in the table. And it was so awkward, Reis father always favored me, being all masculine and I was also into the stuff he was in, basketball, baseball, taekwondo, skating all that kinds of stuff.

And he didn't seem to like his own son to be honest. They seemed distant, and he was comparing me and him. And I think it is very easy to say that me and him have completely different personalities.

And I can see that, I felt pretty prideful but whenever I glanced over to Yoru and him. I just felt fucking pathetic, I was with the most perfect woman I have ever been with. Yet my heart always seem to yearn for her, always catching a glimpse of her I knew it was wrong, I felt guilty and pathetic.

I was going to end it all at once today with Rei. But she seemed so happy, I didn't want to hurt her. I knew deep inside me that no one can ever replace Yoru in my heart.