You and Taylor have been seeing each other for around a month now, and to say it was the best month of your life was one huge understatement.
Due to your and Taylor's busy schedules, you weren't able to spend each and every second with her, but if you could, you would do it in a blink of an eye.
Nonetheless, both of you made sure to spare some time for each other every day, even if it was just for a short face time. You honestly just wanted to hear her voice and see her beautiful face.
You prioritised your relationship above everything else. You loved her. And you were sure about that. What you weren't sure about is if that deep emotion was reciprocated.
It's true, you went on many dates with her, you spent as much time with her as you could, but those three words haven't been used between you two. You were trying to take things slow, and being head over heels for her within the first few dates wasn't what you had planned. But things were as they were, and you couldn't change it.
Right now, you just came back after an exhausting day at work, and just as you sat down on your couch, you heard your phone ring.
Tay 😽 : I'm omw to your house rn, I'll be there in 5.
Your face lights up, and a smile spreads across your fitures. You couldn't wait to see her again.
You just got enough time to drink a glass of water and change your work clothes into something comfier ( but still something that looked amazing on you as you knew Taylor was coming ) when the door bell rang. You opened the door and were met with sparkling but tired eyes.
" Hi beautiful" she said first, and before you could even reply, she stepped closer to you so she was inside your house and pecked your lips.
"Hi Tay, I missed you today" you answered as she brought you in a harm hug. You were immediately met with her signature perfume. It was addicting. It's like you couldn't get enough of it.
But as fast as hug hugs started, it ended, and you were yet again met with a feeling of emptiness. But before you could start spiralling in your thoughts, she spoke up.
" As much as I would love to stay in your arms, babe, I'm kinda hungry. "
" Yeah, me too. I was actually planning on cooking some veggies with curry in rice if that's ok with you"
" Are you kidding me, I love the idea. Besides cooking with you is one of the greatest activities in life "
" So we are set then, go wash your hands and meet me in the kitchen. "
You were in the kitchen taking out all of the ingredients that were necessary for the recipe when you felt arms snaking around your waist and the same intoxicating perfume in the air.
" So, how can I help you "
" you could start by washing the veggies while I prepare the rice " And she did so.
"How was your day ? " you asked her
"Oh god, it was exhausting, but at least I got a lot done "
" How come ?" You continued questioning her knowing how hardworking the woman standing beside you was.
" Fistly at 7 a.m. I had a photo shoot for vogue. It ended around 10 a.m. but we followed immediately by an interview which lasted around an hour maybe. Then I went to the gym, and to finish my day, I went to the studio to work on some songs with Aaron. "
when she finished talking about her day, you were wondering how she was still able to be standing on her feet, and in your house.
" God, babe. As much as I love you and how hardworking you are, I think you are overdoing yourself right now. I think you should be in you bed resting and not at min ecooking food"
You were too caught up in you rambling that you didn't even notice that Taylor stopped what she was doing and moved slowing her gaze towards you.
When you looked up into her eyes, you gave her a questioning look as you didn't know what triggered that reaction.
" You love me ? " she asked hesitant as she didn't really knew if you meant it.
Then it hit you. Those three words slipped out of your mouth. You didn't even notice how you said them. But you started panicking. What if she didn't love me back ? I would look like such a fool ! Am I moving too fast for her ? Is she going to break up with me ?
You knew by the look of hope that she gave you, you had to answer her. And fast
"Yes ?" that came out more as a question even though you knew you loved her, you were just afraid of her reaction. But when a smile of relieve spread across her face tou relaxed.
" I love you too sweetheart " she moved closer to you and brought you in a kiss full of passion and love.
It wasn't your first kiss with her, but it felt more special, more dedicated and significant.
It was it, you felt it, you knew it. All of those butterflies spreading in your stomach, all those moments when blood rushed to your cheeks because of a comment she made or the looks she gave you. You knew it, it was love
You couldn't read the future, but you knew one thing, this woman is going to play a big role in your life, no matter if it was in a good way as the love of your life, or a sadder one as the loss of you life.
But that didn't matter now. You had her, that's the most important thing for you right now.
Author's note:
So first chapter, what do you think ?
I want all opinions the good ones and the bad onesIf there is any mistakes you saw don't be afraid to bring them up
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