I have been dating my sweet boyfriend for a month now. I love him, but s£xually...we aren't compatible.
He is too sweet and I need something dangerous. I want it.
I talk to my friends about it and I watch a lot of hardcore p0rn.
Its the only way I get aroused or €um.
Now, I am hurrying home, my heart racing with a mixture of anticipation and dread.
My sweet, gentle boyfriend had been acting distant and cold towards me lately, and I had a sinking feeling I knew why.
We haven't had s£x since the first time we got together. Where i found out that the love of my life was the worst in bed.
I wish he was more like the guys in the videos. Especially the gun play ones.
I can only imagine the way the cold, hard metal would feel pressed against my skin, the adrenaline rush of being at the mercy of someone wielding a loaded weapon - it was my deepest, darkest fantasy.
One that Rui, with his kind nature and aversion to violence, could never possibly understand. We don't even have a gun in our house.
As I opened the front door, I froze, my breath catching in my throat.
There sat Rui, his usually warm and loving expression replaced by a cold, steely gaze that sent chills down my spine as he sat in the living.
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My stomach twisted with a mix of nerves and shameful arousal, unsure of what was to come.
R-Yn.
He said, his voice laced with a barely contained fury that made my knees go weak.
For once I was nervous...I never seen him like this.
R-We need to talk.
I swallowed hard, slowly approaching him like a mouse creeping towards a prowling lion.
Y-Rui, what's wrong?
I asked cautiously, my voice barely above a whisper.
He stood up then, his tall, imposing frame towering over me in a way that made me feel small and vulnerable.
Without a word, he reached behind his back, and my eyes widened in shock as he pulled a sleek, black pistol into view, the metal gleaming menacingly under the dim lighting.
Y- R-Rui, what are you doing?
I stammered, my heart pounding in my chest. I knew I should be scared, terrified even, but the sight of that gun in his hand only served to ignite a burning desire within me.
R-Showing you that I'm not as innocent as you think
He growled, circling me like a predator sizing up its prey. He leaned in close, his hot breath caressing my neck, and I shivered.
