lost childhood.....bangpink ff

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AUTHOR POV
Yn:also......do u hate me for something I did in past???I'm ur daughter but I always felt orphan.....who works under u.where every girl as king who is their father but I never felt that....all my life I was working so hard to make u love me.

I don't know the reason but.....I can't take it anymore. U never spent time with me but u spent time with ur new family without telling me.....the smile u give them I also wanted to see the smile but the reason behind ur smile should be me.

U never asked if I was ok with ur relationship or not....but still accept it because I wanted u to have happiness.

U remember kook Lisa birthday but u never remember my birthday....I felt like I'm an outsider.....the smile u give to ur new family but why can't u give me .

U know when I was 13 u sent me on a mission but I failed nd got kidnapped I hoped u will come and save me but u crushed my hopes too....

They raped me.i tried to fight ba k but they inject me something which made my body weak.....I couldn't fight back.......still I waited for u that my dad will come nd save me.

But after a week u were not present.....I don't want to disappoint so I fight back even after I got stab......but what did I get???punishment

U know a secret???how would u know when u don't even know when was the last time I was happy.

I'm suffering from depression, eating disorder,nightmares ,insomnia. Nd this yn moved up her sleeve.

Kd eyes widened.

Yn:yes......after mom died my happiness also died....I tried to find my safe place in u but I never found it.

I'm sorry for telling u all this dad but I'm tired......u know why I told u all this ??because u showed me that I don't deserve family......I'm just a tool for u.

Today was my graduation.....everyone parents came but I was sitting like a orphan..

All looked at me with weird eyes.......they know I have family but why I'm alone....some laughed at me.

That's it.....there is more to tell u but I can't take it.....

I wish in any life I don't want father like u......but dont worry this mission I will Complete it.

Yn walked out.

Not knowing someone heard it nd had tears too.

Mr.kim was lost after hearing everything......he never thought his cold nd distant behavior will effect her this much.

Which made her wish she don't want a father like him.

There was no actual reason to hate yn.after Mrs.kim death kd became depressed nd decided to get revenge but he didn't found any clue....so he decided to train yn.

But that training changed yn's life.

He completely forget yn is his daughter not a worker.he started to spend time with his girlfriend nd her kids not even caring about his daughter who as always been silent.

Nd smiled at him showing she is fine.

But he never thought that smile was just to hide her pain..

To be continued.