Loss for Words

Chapter Three

S w e a r I n g <3
Suitloon and Bickel

I hid under the bush with my umbrella, shivering softly. OJ didn't let me into the hotel again...
I cried softly. Why does everybody hate me..
WHY. I'VE CHANGED. "NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME!!!"
Oh gosh that was loud. I swear to gosh if anybody heard me. Well, I doubt that since the rain is worsening. Why Is it raining so much..?
Hang on...
I looked at the dark grey clouds and analyzed them. I then found a spark of bright purple. Why is there purple? It's getting brighter...
Then, there was a loud boom. I gasped audibly and stepped back into the bush, hoping for any protection. HOLY CRAPPY CLIFF, WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!
Then, I had just noticed that the rain had stopped.

Well, I guess that's one problem solved. I slowly and hesitantly stepped out from under the bush and folded my umbrella. Why did the rain stop so suddenly? No rainbow? No small drizzle to end? No nothing?!
At that moment, I saw a glowing presence flying to the hotel... what is that...? And why is it moving and flying...?
Oh well, I shouldn't worry.
After all, nothing happening in there is my business since OJ didn't let me in the hotel.
He said everyone hates me, and that I should stop trying.
I sighed and walked over to the dock for a moment to relax.
Maybe that'd help.
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I sat in my room, bored and alone. I don't know why, it's too quiet.
IT'S NEVER THIS QUIET, STOP BEING QUIET!

I sighed, and thought of what to do in this loneliness.
Maybe I'd scroll on my phone...
I took it out of my pocket, only to drop it suddenly as I looked out of the window and saw a bright purple twinkle. Maybe it's just Lightbulb playing with her laser light thingies again. Why is the hotel so quiet? Well, there are a few people missing. Balloon, Microphone, Suitcase, and possibly Lightbulb. I never knew those people were so loud. Well, duh of course they are. I wonder where they are though...

I stood up and went to my door. When I opened it... there was this same purple spark. It was definitely not Lightbulb playing with her laser toys. It started coming towards me, and I started backing away.
"What are you..."
It started to grab onto my arm. WHAT IS THIS THING?! I tried to shake it off, but instead, it pulled me around the room.
"Get off, get off, get off, get off, get off!!"
Eventually, I crashed into my wardrobe and it fell on me. Baseball walked in just as I had fallen.
"You ok? Not dead, or anything?"
I pushed the wardrobe off of my head and groaned in pain. I tried to dust myself off and adjust to any bruises before I replied. "Agh...totally..."
Baseball also noticed the thing on my arm. "Hey, what's that?" I looked down to my arm to see that the thing still wasn't gone. It kept pulling my arm around, and I kept my feet firmly on the ground as i had gotten used to its presence.
"I have no idea. It keeps pulling me around, and also made me literally crash into my wardrobe."
"That thing is not normal."
"I know, right? And it's purple, and weird, and I don't know!"
"Just ask TestTube or something. Maybe she knows what nerdy science is in this thing."
"Yeah, good idea..."
*a few minutes later, the two walked to TestTube's lab.*
I knocked on the door, only to expect a lock to undo as the door opened with a creak. I saw TestTube, wearing her glasses while her computer still flashed behind her.
"Hey, uh, TestTube? You know sciency weird thingies, right?"
*she sighed* Yes, and why are you in my lab..."
"Well... uh..." I then showed her the purple sparkle, and she looked at it in awe. "So basically.... It kept pulling me around my room and also crashed me into my wardrobe..."
She stared at it for a while. I've never seen her like this. More concerning that I don't see her often.
"G-Golly...W-What is that...?"
I looked at her with an unfazed expression.
"Gee, it's not like I just told you."
She snapped out of her trance, and then fixed her glasses to avert her gaze to me.
"O-Oh...uh...it's just...I've never seen anything like that before...it's so fascinating."
Fascinating, alright.
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I stood behind Nickel, watching as TestTube looked at the glowing presence.
She touched it hesitantly, and ended up burning her finger.
"AH!"
She quickly cooled her finger down.
"That thing is weird...i-i, golly gee, I need to figure out what is that thing..."
"And you just came up with that idea now?"
I looked at Nickel, trying to make him nicer in some way.
"Nickel..."
He scoffed, and TestTube began typing away on her computer.
The sound of her keyboard was quite satisfying...

until I heard her gasp.
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I sat down by the lake, breathing deeply and shivering in fear. I felt my feet touch the water, then yanked them away as soon as I felt the low temperature of the ocean at night. After all, it's night.

Oh gosh, this was a nightmare.

With Balloon being hated by literally anything, and Nickel not helping at all...and the fact that they could be eliminated...everything was like a weight on my shoulders.
"Suitcase...Suitcase~"
I did NOT recognise that voice. It sounded like an eerie whisper, begging me to look at them.
I looked around to see who it was, and I saw nothing.
I saw a pitch black figure at the corner of my eye...and a few more...and they wouldn't go away...
screaming my name...

hallucinations.
My breathing grew more rapid, and I had to calm down. But...
no, i can't stop thinking about him.
I couldn't protect him from anything and everything, and I hated myself for it...just as much as they hated him.
They all hated him, and that made me want to punch everyone in the face.
He didn't deserve to be hated.
And even if he did for some reason, he has changed! He's not that rude boy anymore... he's not as manipulative as everyone still thinks he is. As far as I can see, he's clearly changed, and nobody seems to know it.

I wish I can protect him...
I didn't notice until now that I had tears falling down my face.
Oh...how I wish I could've made him feel safer...

Speaking of the devil, I heard footsteps.
I quickly wiped my eyes, and sniffed.
I turned around, only to see him.
"H-He, Balloon..."
———doin balloon again bcs it's for the scene—
I gasped. I was clearly concerned for her and everything, and I wiped a tear from her face.
I had never seen her this sad. The only time I had seen her sad was when she kept freaking out about the walls closing in...

WHY IS SHE SAD?!
I took a deep breath, hoping to regain the strength to talk.
"Suitcase...why are you crying?-"
A soft and sharp exhale left my body as Suitcase suddenly yanked me into a tight hug...

"I'm sorry I couldn't protect you.."
My heart dropped.
"Don't say any of that shit, you're as kind as you can be, you've made me feel nicer about myself, you've helped me whenever I was sad, don't say that shi-"
"I'm sorry I didn't make you feel safe, or included...I'm sorry everyone hated you..."
My heart sank further. But then...

I turned to her, a smile growing on my face.

"Suitcase,

you've made me feel as safe as I can..."

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I'm back, and I got some bickel and suitloon over here <3
I have less words then last chapter 1360
Cuz I just wrote with little brain energy
anyway hope u enjoyed the chapter
I'm on holiday right now, and My family and I r planning some trips, so don't expect frequent updates
toodles!!