i barely hit the 16K views that we're already at 17K?!!? nah srsly tysm guys 🫦
also pls feel free to comment and vote to show support because ppl barely do it but i still get like many views in each chapters sooo its kinda heartbreakinggg !!!!😿 (trynot to be overdramatic failed)
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TEARS STREAMING DOWN HER FACE, eyes red and puffy, she didnt know what made her cry the most ; Eito's comeback in her life or Nagi's pained face after hearing her words.
She's feeling guilty and shameful, hating herself more than anything right now.
Y/n is just a walking self-sabotage because of her traumas, and this is the biggest proof of it.
Always acting out of fear, she cant help but feel like a damn coward.
All she actually wants is to be in his arms, to scream at herself for acting and pushing him away like this and especially to apologies to him, telling him how much she loves him and that she never meant to hurt him.
But instead of doing all of that, she only let him hug her for the last time, after he simply nodded at her words understandingly.
She recalls the memories of earlier in her head.
Nagi Seishiro was awfully silent, looking at the troubled and shaky girl who was fighting her tears.
Isagi's lips were slightly parted and he looked taken aback too, not expecting his childhood friend to say that. Carmen who was standing now behind her, looked as surprised as everyone, sad at the state that she was in. Isagi will definetely need to give her some explanation.
Yoichi Isagi knows that she's indeed in love with his friend.
He knows it all too well.
So why was she suddenly pushing him away ?
No. Y/n has always been like that since what happened. She never let new people get into her life, or be too close to her.
You can say that its like a coping mechanism, an unconscious shield she put on to protect herself from getting hurt again, something now implanted in her brain till she heals.
Isagi thought for the first time that maybe, maybe this time it'll do. Maybe she'd be able to heal, prolly not entirely, which is totally normal, but just go back to the old Y/n they all knew. But he was so so wrong. You cannot easily fix a broken glass, cracks will remain there forever.
