Tsukasa angst :3

Why am I like this.

NO THATS WRONG.

(Tsukasa POV)

It hurts. Why am I being called these things..? It hurts, it hurts. What did I ever do wrong. What's left.. I'm sitting on the roof alone. Saki has practice today, so she'll be home later. Either way, I'm told to "Onii-chan, can you quiet down? Onii-chan, you're being to loud!" Fuck, I love you Saki and all but you honestly do get on my nerves sometimes...why am I feeling like this? A future star, me, should feel confident. I feel like I'm using self confidence...and it sucks ASS. I don't know what to do to improve, considering I'm starving myself for a day, so might as well feed the stray cat here. I named her Cinnamon since she's brown and white, she's a kitten. She's super adorable, and I will probably go through with sneaking her home.

     I also have noticed that Miku hasn't really talked to me. Wait, Nevermind it sounds like I'm WAITING for her to start a conversation...yikes. Hate to be that person.

"Nobody's at the roof? Huh. Did everybody leave or something?"

     I checked the time and realize I'm late again. This is a first.. I can only hope that I get out of this. I ran faster than the speed of light and got to class, but nobody was there. Strange..

"Where is everybody at..? I'm sure I'm not the only one here...maybe I should ask Classmate A. He usually skips in the bathroom."

     I went to find Classmate A, and he wasn't there. I'm actually worried now. Wait!! Let me have a very important idea that I should've thought of from the start and whip out my phone and check the time! It's....the school is closed. How wonderful, nobody thought to check where a STAR is?! How inconsiderate of them, was nobody worried when I didn't show up to class suddenly, and hadn't went home early and NEVER skipped?! Now I'm locked in here, with nothing to eat at all. Maybe I can call Shiraishi, it's only 5:00....she should be here...I think...only 30 minutes after!

I don't fucking know where im going with this bro 😭