ARRANGE MARRIAGE

Chapter 10

Author pov.

When kinn came to the room he didn't saw po,then he heard the sound from the bathroom, so he understands where is he..

Kinn just sit in the bed then his eyes fall on the table where their wedding frame placed.
He keep looking at the picture his eyes were on po..

Kinn's pov

Why ....why did you came to my life.. can't you just stop loving me ..it's hurts me ,,when I know you created a place in my heart. Why Porsche l don't want this it will only hurt you, i ..I have to admit that I love you.... your such an angle but am not worth enough to deserve you....

He came back from his thoughts when he heard door opening sound..he quickly put the photo were it was placed.. that's when po saw kinn,

Po: you ...you want coffee he asked with a hesitation, cause he don't know , if he's in a good mood or not...

Kinn: no..

Po didn't ask anything , kinn can sense po want to say something but he keeps silent, at night kinn went to sleep when po came to room he saw kinn is sleeping and it's already 12 so he know kinn is in deep sleep.. he slowly went to his side he can clearly see kinn's face ..he sit on the floor near kinn. Just keep looking at him... He slowly hold kinn's hand happy anniversary love he said more like a whisper his eyes were filled with tears, today it's became one year ,one year of our marriage I know you will not like to remember this date or day but iam happy and thankful to God , cause he gave you to me, the only one, that I have is you, am not regret to marry you , am not mad at your behaviour , am feel secure and happy being in your presence and enough for me ,

Then their was a silence , in these all time po didn't controll his tears he just let it go...

But....I don't know why my heart is craving for your love ....it's hurts kinn it's really hurts ..I know about your past but still....why kinn am I that bad that you can't even accept me as your husband..

But I love you.... I love you so much cause you're the only one that I have in this world he said while give a soft kiss on his plam and went to his couch, But failed to noticed the tears that fell from kinn's closed eyes. Yes kinn heard everything that po said to him every words from po hurts him now it's been one years of their marriage and kinn know he love him but he is scared he didn't overcome from his past he believes if he love him then he going to lose him just like them ...he is too afraid to get an another heartbreak he see him as a curse for his loved ones.

Kinn's pov

Why Porsche... Why you keep loving me please don't love me.. am just a curse .. curse in everyone's life who loves I don't want anything happens to you..so you have to hate me please hate me Porsche please.. he thought while closed his eyes tightly.

Next day

Kinn wake up and done his morning routine, then he went hall only get welcomed by kim ,and others including petevegas

Kim: happy anniversary kinni.. he said while giving him a rose.

Mom; happy anniversary son

Everyone in there is wishing him but his eyes keep searching someone else ....

Vegas: kinn are you searching your husband,

Kim: it even a question... definitely kinnis eyes searching phi Porsche.. he is at the church..

Kinn: ooh ,with that he left from there ,

Kim: hey can't you wait he will be back soon but kinn already left from there...

In the Church

When kinn entered the church there he saw po , he's praying his eyes were closed and he is still on his knees.