Part two of Insecurities.

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L:What how did you-

A: Tim texted me saying you wouldn't eat breakfast which is very unlike you

L:I'm just not hungry *I lied and said I Had a bag of chips before Tim woke up and I ate one when you went to the bathroom so yes I have ate stuff

A: We'll that's good

L:I just haven't been hungry

So 4 hours later Tim and Lucy get home and Tim makes dinner

T: Babe dinners ready

L: *Pretends to be asleep so I wouldn't have to eat*

T:* runs to check on me and he sees I'm sleeping* babe wake up

L:what what's going on

T: Dinners ready

L:I don't wanna get out of bed tho and I ate more on patrol ask Angela

T: okay just sleep

L:Once your done eating I want cuddles

T:okay * walks downstairs and calls Angela*

A:Everything okay

T: Yea I just have a question

A:Ask away

T: did Lucy eat while she was on patrol with you because she said she did but she didn't eat breakfast. He lunch with my bedroom and I walked in there and I saw that she was sleeping and she didn't wanna get up so she didn't eat dinner either.

A:* Angela lies and says is that yes, she ate a whole bunch on patrol we had to stop at a gas station to get snacks cause she was at hungry she ate so I wouldn't worry about her just go cuddle her and like her comfort her because the babies probably hurting her back.

T:Okay Angela. *Hangs up*

In the morning

Lucy is getting changed it was Tim so Lucy goes to the bathroom and starts changing. She knows she is more paler than normal and she knows why she's paler than normal. It's because she hasn't eaten at all, so she make sure she's covering all of her skin with clothes and she puts a darker foundation on and she goes downstairs and sees that Tim's already ready and is making breakfast

T:Breakfast is ready

L:Okay *sits Down*

Tim walks upstairs, and so Lucy quickly gave Kojo her food before Tim saw

So they drive to the station everybody's in the same group as they were yesterday and greatest dismissed everybody  and this time Lucy tried to grab the war bags,  Tim was right there and caught her and the bags

T:Lucy are you alright

L:Yes *kisses him and grabs the war bags and gets the shop ready and they both get in the car and are driving for a while and Angela pulls the car over*

A:What are you doing

L:Wdym and why did you pull over

A:I pulled over because I lied for you Tim called me and ask if you ate and I said you did so now your gonna tell my why you haven't ate

L: fine I haven't ate because I felt like a big fat and disgusting pig and I've been starving myself since breakfast yesterday and I didn't eat breakfast today

A: Lucy, you have to eat you're pregnant you're carrying a child, and this kid is probably taking the fuck out of your stomach because it saying mama feed me, but you were deciding to starve yourself because you think you look fat and disgusting for three months pregnant you're not a fat and disgusting. You're bigger than what most people are at three months but that's actually good cause that means the babies getting fed. The baby is healthy baby is growing so all of that is good Lucy so you need to start eating and if you start, I won't bring it up with Tim

L:you are right about the baby kicking the fuck out of me but like what if Tim wants to leave me because of my body I know you're gonna say he's not like that type of guy but you don't know

A: Lucy, he loves you, no matter what, but you doing this, and not telling him bring it up with him he's gonna think he did something, even though you can tell him that he didn't, but he's still gonna blame himself and Lucy I know he didn't see it, but I can tell you were very pale and I can see that your bump has gone down in a little bit of size and that's not good Lucy and also if you're not eating you could lose the baby

L:*Passes out*

Angela calls gray and says clock me and Lucy out whatever you do and I'm not joking do not tell Tim I dropped are stuff off we got changed and we're going to Lucy's house something happened it's not a big deal just don't tell tim  because I don't want him to know Lucy doesn't want him to know and if you tell him Lucy will be mad at you and so will I so we're gonna go home if Tim asked where we are they were working a case thank you. Grey says okay just watch over her will do Angela says. They get to Lucy's house and Angela carries her in and that's her on the bed and ducks are in and waits for her to wake up and when Lucy wakes up Lucy watches clip talk while Angela is downstairs making her something to eat.

A: hey Lucy how are you doing?
L:I'm doing good 
A: well that's good to hear but now you have to eat this whole bowl of soup and if you can't eat it yourself I can take a spoon feed it to you
L: OK thanks Angela.

Angela feed it to Lucy get better because Tim gets off in an hour and Lucy told Angela to go home so Angela listened and an hour later Tim comes home and thinks that Lucy still at work so he got  to the bedroom and he sees Lucy laying there.

T: oh I didn't know  you were home

L:Yea Ik

T:Grey said you were working a case

L: I wasn't I've been here since this morning after we left for patrol

T: Wait why

L: you know how I said I was eating and Angela said I was to I wasn't

T:Babe that's not good for the baby

L: Ik Ik

T: We'll have you ate anything

L: Yea I ate soup

T: okay good so why didn't you eat

L: so basically I was feeling really insecure because look at me I am three months pregnant and look like five months so my insecurity started taking over and I thought I was a fat disgusting pig and I thought you would wanna leave but then I talked with Angela and she said you're not like that which I realized considering you're a big softy and I may or may not a passed out-

T:YOU PASSED OUT?!??!?

L:yes but I'm fine

T:*Snuggles up behind her and she puts her face in my chest and finishes her  story*

L: so after I passed out, Angela called gray I guess this is just what she told me and said we dropped everything off well Angela did and told Greg something happened so do not tell Tim do not call Tim say we are working a case and I guess that's what grey did and she made me soup I did not have any choice anyway and then you got  here and I'm still hungry

T: first off you're not fat or disgusting and you're not a pig you're pregnant and the bigger you are like is the more healthier. The baby is in the more it's growing and I would never leave you one because I'm not dating you because of how your body looks, I'm dating you because your personality and because you're hot and caring and lovable, always there for me sweet kind, caring, beautiful, adorable and you have the most beautiful eyes ever and the beautiful hair for beautiful baby bump

L:*Starts crying and smiling*

T: And since you're still hungry, I ordered a pizza and I made sure to get breadsticks

1 hour later they eat and she falls asleep on her bed with Tim behind her with his hand on her belly and  the other under her head and they slept like that







This is not part of the story but I think I'm gonna start writing Two chapters a day oh and this is the Looongest Chapter I have wrote so far so I hope you like it and Everyone is beautiful no matter how they look so if your every feeling insecure look in the mirror and say this is the most beautiful person in the world

So that's where our story leaves off todays word count is 1492 bye guys

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