𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝐹𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒪𝓃𝑒 (ticci toby x reader)

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I woke up this time to the sound of Hoodie and Charlie getting ready in the morning. I slowly got up, a little annoyed at the fact I was getting woken up so early in the morning but at the same time it's better than having Jeff wake me up. I think? I grunted in annoyance. Hoodie taking notices of this.

"Oh, did we wake you up?" Hoodie asked, his tone was low and softer than normal guessing he was doing that to not wake up Jeff too. I nodded my head, too tired right now to use my voice.

"Sorry," he whispered before returning to whatever he was doing. I got up from the bunk bed reminding myself not to hit my head again. Luckily for me I didn't this time. I whipped my eyes to find myself seeing Hoodie and Charlie grabbing their guns or weapons in this case. To my surprise, well I'm not really surprised at all. Charlie had a shotgun in his hand. Guess that's what he is using in battles or some shit. What was surprising to me was Hoodie changing. His mask was still on, but his pants and shirt were not. You could see his happy trail almost all the way down. His legs were just normal, nothing special about them. He had on plain red colored boxers on. See if I was going to like Hoodie, maybe want to date him, I would but I don't know him enough to like him like that. 'Whoever dating him is lucky' I just acted like I saw nothing, getting up, and started getting myself ready for whatever the day brings. 'God, the day barely started, and I already want to get back in bed and never wake up again' However, that option it's not really there at this time for me to do. Mainly because I need something to actually kill myself with and not just go to sleep. Honestly, I wish there would somehow be a way that you just wish that you never wake up in your sleep but it's there's not. Maybe in the future we can. I walked over to my bag picking out a new outfit for today. I pulled out a green thin jacket, a white shirt to go under it. To go with it I picked out some blue ripped jeans, along with a pair of black high-top converse. I ran to the bathroom rather than changing out there even though I only have pants and boxers on. It still felt better to change out there. I guess Charlie's weapon will make it better for me because well, he has a short-range to middle range gun. All I have to do is stay not too close to him and I should be fine. Unless he has a long-range gun or weapon that I don't know about yet. However, I doubt that too because of a shotgun already being heavy to carry for a long period of time. I mean if Charlie has some mad muscle that I also don't know about. For now, I haven't seen anything. I got done changing unknowingly not knowing what to do now. All I have now is to wait for Jeff to wake up. I know already know that Jeff would be pissed the fuck off by that. I mean I would be mad too but not as mad as him. Well, to be honest Jeff is hard to guess. Sometimes he is okay with something the next he's wanting to kill everyone around him. Maybe he's like his brother, two people in one body. Wouldn't he forget everything? I don't know how it worked. I don't want to ask Liu or Jeff because I don't want to make it weird nor awkward. With that Jeff may take it personally. He will get pissed off and may hit me or worse. Charlie and Hoodie was still getting ready by the time I was sitting down on my bed waiting. Hoodie took notice of this looking right at me, like he was thinking about what to do with me.

"You can come with us for breakfast, I can take the blame if Jeff gets mad at you." Hoodie suggested. It was like he knew what I was thinking when he said that. 'He better take the blame.' It set me back a little bit when asked, thoughts flooded my mind worried about if Jeff would get so angry to the point of pain.

"Can you write like a note or something, so he doesn't go worrying straight away?" I asked, I didn't want Hoodie to be setting me up.

"Yup, just give me a paper and a pen," he walked over to me waiting for me to hand him one. I got up making my way to my bag, getting out said things. Ripping a page out of my book. Handing it over to him realizing just now how tall he really is next to me. He was taller than Jeff along with Masky, just one look caused me to feel offsetting to me. Just taking a guess at how tall he was, about 6'4. Making Jeff and Masky about six feet, maybe more? It was hard to tell who was taller Masky or Jeff mainly because it was hard to get the two to stand next to each other also because it looks like Jeff hates Masky. Jeff is just a pain in the ass. Jeff would most likely still and will get pissed off at the fact that I left. Hopefully the note will calm him down just a little bit, so I won't get hit again. I hated that I had to worry about that with Jeff, that stuff in general honestly. I just wanted to feel safe around him, not only him but also other people. He said I should talk to him about stuff and no one else but if he's hitting me for going to talk to someone now. How can I feel safe around him to even tell him in the first place? His mood swings make it hard for me to tell him when no one knows how he will react. Not even his own friends, if he even has friends. I haven't seen him talk to anyone else nicely besides Liu, which doesn't seem the best. Jeff doesn't get that even that, that's why with other people it's easier to talk to them more. I know how they act when being told, it makes it so much easier for me to understand them and for them to understand me. Will he understand if I told him that? Now wasn't the time to think about all of that. Hoodie and Charlie are already at the door waiting for me. Hoodie had already written down and placed the paper down on my bunk bed. Hoodie placed the paper there because it would most likely be the first place Jeff would go to. Trusting that whatever Hoodie wrote down wasn't anything mean or haste. Hoping that Hoodie made it simple so Jeff wouldn't be taking it the wrong way.