light? [ OLD ]

filler: voices

(Y'all this chapter is just light having a mental breakdown...)

(This is for the people who likes angst I guess 🙂)

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"Look at that... Odd Steve trying to fit in... "

"Hun dont go to that odd Steve... You'll never know he will hurt you"

"I don't know what they see in that odd Steve... "

"How is that... Odd Steve gonna protect us anyway? "

"He shouldn't been here in the first place... "

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*light/shy POV*

I suddenly woke up sweating and panting from the night mare I had gone through, I sighed "don't let them get to you... " I thought, then suddenly "youre not like them. Why even bother? " I heard a voice in my head.

That wasn't soulless, he's voice don't echo anymore... This voice feels intense and hatred. "Even after all these years, you still haven't move on from the past? " the voice said.

"Wha-" I was cut off "you will always be in the shadows of your friends... " the voice said, I stop and think, "... " I was in silence. "no matter how hard you try youll never make the right choice, YOUR DESTINED TO BE A FAILURE. " that sentence rings in my head.

My breath started to get faster, and some tears coming out of my eyes, I was crying, crying hard. "No no... " I thought trying to shake and not trying to cry too much... It didn't work.

"You can't never escape, how matter it hurt you, it will come back. "

"They will never care you how you care about them, you are just a Steve that helps them distract from their problems. "

"They will never come back, IT'S YOUR FAULT, and you know it is"

I feel much worse as the crying gets harder and it getting hardly to breath, "it's not my fault... " I thought, but it feels like I'm wrong... Maybe they were right.

"You are the problem, you've always been the problem since day one. "

"Even when you try something else, the only thing that help will sting. "

"No one will help you, they would not care enough "

"Youll never be enough for anyone, maybe it's time you should stop trying! "

"No matter how happy you are the sadness will never leave you. "

"No matter what you do, steves will always judge you. "

"No matter how hard you try, you will always fail"

"How can you try and care for someone when you can't even care for yourself? "

"You will always be neglected by the one you care for... "

"You will always be the burden."