the love i never saw (Giyusane)

(chapter 1) 𝗍һᥱ ᥴ᥆ᥣ᥆r ᥎᥆іᥣᥱ𝗍

Giyu's pov:
I had to get up early today cuz it was gyomei's birthday and mitsuri was going to have a birthday party for him and he invited all the hashira so I have to go are some of them well get mad at me

so I start to put on my uniform when I get done doing that I start making my way

but there's this strange feeling I feel like someone if following me it shouldn't be a demon cuz it's daytime but still I feel like someones following me *sighs*

Hey is anyone here?

I heard nothing but silence well it's probably just my mind playing tricks on me

I then finally make it to mitsuri's place

Everyone was here except for sanemi
That's not Surprising tho cuz he's always late well now here I'm having to wait for him I just want to go home already

Then sanemi shows

(Uzui's pov) damn what took you so long

(Sanemi's pov) shut up

(Rengoku's pov) no cussing!

(Mitsuri's pov) oh guys gyomei is here!

Everyone said happy birthday

(Gyomei's pov) thank you guys so much you did not have to do this for me

(Rengoku's pov) we did it cuz we think of you as our big brother and it was mitsuri's idea

(Giyu's pov) soon after almost everyone sang happy Birthday everyone one was just chatting but then i couldn't help to see

Sanemi kepted on looking at me then looking back to the ground I wonder why he keeps staring at me is there something in my hair? Did I say something wrong?

But I well say he's kinda cute when he gets mad are when he smiles wait did I really just think of that? Well I do know I'm not lieing about that

(Giyu's pov) um why do you keep on looking at me? Is there something wrong?

(Sanemi's pov)........no

(Giyu's pov) uh ok

Soon later it was time to go home I was kinda sad that we had to go actually idk why tho? Why would I want to stay who was it that made me want to stay? *sighs*

(Sanemi's pov) uh are you ok?

(Giyu's pov) huh? W why do you care

(Sanemi's pov)..............

(Giyu's pov) uh are you ok? Cuz your face is red you look sick

(Sanemi's pov)..........n nothing is w wrong I I'm going home now

(Giyu's pov) uh ok well I hope you get better?

Wow that was wired I don't know why I feel bad tho but I hope he really is ok

(Sanemi's pov) this really can't be happening right now I swore I hated him with all my heart so why the hell I'm always thinking about him what happened to me?

♡𖤐🖤Giyu's house🖤𖤐♡

(Giyu's pov) him I should send a letter to him to make sure he's ok

:note: yeah this isn't a au btw :3 so no phones at all :

(Giyu's pov) yeah I'll write the letter right now and have my crow bring it to him cuz I don't want to make him mad I already know he doesn't like me are does he? No he couldn't

(Sanemi's pov) I then make it to my place but I see a letter on my porch who the hell would be sending me letters to me!!

The letter
Hi it's be giyu um I was wondering if you were ok cuz you were acting not like yourself if u can could you respond to this so I can make sure your ok sorry if that's weird

(Nobody's pov) sanemi was just holding the letter staring at it with a slight pink on his cheeks

(Sanemi's pov) he wants to know if I'm ok? I thought he didn't like me cuz I bully him well I use to but I don't know what happened why the hell is this happening oh he asked if I could respond well I don't know what to write back well I'll just tell him I'm fine are whatever

(Giyu's pov) oh he actually responded

The letter
Um yeah I'm ok thxs for asking

(Giyu's pov) oh thank goodness he's ok wait why do I care any way? You know what it doesn't matter

(Sanemi's pov) c could I really be getting feelings for giyu? That wouldn't happened tho I hate him well I don't feel that way about him for some reason and why? I'm so confused *sighs* I should stop asking my self so much questions

(Giyu's pov) I don't know why but I feel like going to sanemi's place I mean I don't think he's actually ok well I don't care if he is are not we're hashira's we're supposed to see if the other is ok no that's a lie *sighs* I'll probably go to his place tomorrow if late any way

Wow the sky is so pretty tonight actually it's a pretty violet just like sanemi's eyes there so pretty

Wait do I even have a favorite color? Well probably now who knows maybe I do have feelings for sanemi that would be different tho I know I don't but why do I feel this way about him?

Yeah I do have a favorite color it's violet 'the color violet'

(Sanemi's pov) I'm so tired I can't sleep why can't I sleep? *sighs* god I hate this what even is this?

I wonder whats giyu? He's probably asleep are just looking outside

Wait but why would I be wondering about what's giyu doing? I don't even care about him well I think I mean I like his hair god I can't stop these thoughts come on go to sleep already why is it so hard to go to sleep

It never is how long well this last what is going on this as been happing for a week now I can't take it anymore what is bothering me?

(Giyu's pov) wait if I'm going to visit sanemi what time do I wake up? Cuz I don't want to show up late are something I should write him a letter before I go there I'll do that tomorrow right now I need to go to sleep

(Nobody's pov) after 3 hours of trying to sleep giyu finally fell asleep

as for sanemi it took him 5 hours to fall asleep cuz he couldn't stop asking himself questions and he couldn't get a thought out of his head

1078 words end of chapter 1 I hope this wasn't boring 😅 also have a good day are night wherever you are :3