✅(JINKOOK+TAEJIN)❤️ 2nd Book

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"I can manage...thank you for helping me"jin smiled and removed his arm from namjoon's hold.
Namjoon was looking at jin ..he was afraid how jin will react when he will not find out those dolls...

All the members came beside Namjoon looking at jin going towards his room...jin entered the room and locked the door....the members could hear it..

Jin's happiness disappeared when he found his bed empty..

"Jungkook...!"
Jin ran near the bed...then he sat on the floor looking under the bed,in the kabat, in the bathroom...everywhere..but he couldn't found his doll jungkook...
Jin didn't realised when tears started to come out from his eyes..

He started breaking the vast, glass made things on the table..
Hearing breaking noise ,all the members ran to jin's room locked inside..

"Hyung open the doors jimin said.

"Namjoon open the lock by extra keys "yoongi suggested.

They opened the lock from outside and entered into the room..

They saw jin holding a glass piece in his hand tightly making his hand bleeding..

"Hyung you are hurting yourself...throw it Hyung...you are bleeding "jhope said looking at jin...

Yoongi was going to jin but jin steps backwards

"Don't come near me"
Jin was taking his steps over the broken glass pieces making jin foot bleeding...

"You can't digest my happiness right?you killed my jungkook "jin was blaming all the members...

"Hyung...it was a doll not jungkook "taehyung said..

"No...he was my jungkook "

"Hyung come to your sense...you know very well he was not jungkook..he was a doll...stop making your mind understood the unrealistic things..come back from your parallels world "jimin said...

"Jungkook doesn't love you...they why you are trying to get his love through a doll looking like jungkook" yoongi said..actually doctor informed them it's jin coping up mechanism trying to made a difficult world according to him where he could get what he wanted in real world....

Jin smiled mockingly they found out..

"You all are good actors....do you know that?what's wrong in it to love a doll....what's wrong in it to stay in this different world away from this depression..did anyone of you realise how it feels when your band mates didn't give value to your suggestions, when army called you by names,when no one care if you stay in the group or not...if you don't have lines...if your dancing steps are not perfect like others...when you wants to sing but can't get a line....when you feel left alone and when you love someone but you can't get back the love....what's wrong in it to make a different world...I am not doing any wrong with anyone...I am not coming between anyone's success....I never asked for anything...but today I am asking..please return back my jungkook...I will not ask for anything..not even an extra line in songs......please don't snatch my happiness....i am still alive just dependingon that fake worldi created....I will die without him...please Don't do this to me"
Jin started crying....
Due to the screamed and aggressiveness jin's stitches over operation site opened up and started bleeding but didn't realise it or May be he didn't care it anymore..bleeding was heavy..it was drenching jin's baby pink shirt and pants...

Jin fall on his knees on the floor over a broken glass pieces making his knees injured...he put hands on his face...crying hard....felt difficultly to even breathe.

Jin was pulled by someone in his hold but jin didn't bother to look who it was..he let him weak in that hold...beside his head started spinning..

"Why you need a doll when real jungkook is here...hmmm??"jungkook held jin in his arm by one hand started caressing his back trying to make jin calm down and his other hand went to jin's stomach pressing it to prevent the bleeding

Jin removed himself from the hold of jungkook...and looked at him..

"But real jungkook doesn't love me..."

"Who said...real jungkook doesn't love you?he loves you very much but he became late to realise it..because he is an idiot "

"You are not lying right?"jin asked afraid that jungkook was telling lies.

"Give me chance to prove you that I love you....I am sorry for my behavior that day jin...I was afraid what army will think if they found out I am gay and in a relationship with 5 years old man....but I slowly realised that I didn't give value to the most valuable things in my life..when you started ignoring me..I realised your need in my life...and that day when you mistakenly thinking me that doll jungkook..I felt jealous...I deserve those love not that doll...I want to make you a part of my heart...do you accept me jin?"Jungkook said

Hearing those jin did throw himself on jungkook tightly hugging him nodded his head....and became unconscious on jungkook's hold...

"Hyung.. take the first aid book quickly...jin losed his consciousness because he is bleeding heavily!"jungkook screamed looking at his blood staining hand over jin's stomach ...tae ran to bring the box..

"It's better we should take jin hyung hospital "namjoon said coming near them...

Jungkook took jin in his arm and went to the car heading towards the hospital..all the members were with jinkook..

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