I love you...in sake of Allah

Part 2

Chapter one

"Mouhamed my son, u bring joy to my sick heart.. may allah protect you and guide u i wish u a life full of success and happiness" that was Mouhamed's mum zahra's reaction to his graduation, she decided to do a small party at home and invite his family that lives in their origine country.

Mouhamed was really happy for the first time after his father died, but he felt that something's missing, "i wish she was by my side just so that my happiness could be completed" mouhamed said while laying on his prayer mat "ya allah i miss her, i have a lot of things to do with her, i wonder if she is okey, i want her to always be with me, bring her back to me at the right time ya jabar"

Mouhamed wanted to study engineering, his mum accepted his choice and prayed for him , he was accepted in the faculty of Harvard in usa, it was his dream since he was a child because it was his dad's job "oh allah lak alhamd ala ma aataytani w lak al choukhro w laka athanaou alhasan annak ataytani hak taabi w wahabt li men fadlik subhanaka allahuma w bihamdk"

"Allahuma bark he decided to study engineering at that usa school i don't know what's its name""it's Harvard" zahra replied proudly to one of the invitees "I am glad that allah blessed me with mouhamed, my son is such a good guy i wish him good"

Mouhamed arrived to his house and while entering he just heard some zaghroutat of his female relatives and his neighbors"isn't aïsha's mum?" Mouhamed asked himself while turning his head searching for her but he couldn't find her she didn't came

Mouhamed kept making the same dua every single prayer " اللهم اني استودعتك قطعة من قلبي فردها الي ردا جميلا مباركا تفرح به فؤادي " hoping that she's the one written for him, he found himself thinking of his future with her without understanding how he became that way

Mouhamed went back to his life normally after he finished studies, he went to the gym after 6 months. He started his session and while warming up he saw a hijabi girl that have the same height as aïsha " ya allah this can't be possible is it her? I am not ready to face her.. why does my heart beats that fast.. should i go and talk to her? No no this isn't right at all, but i can't just ignore her"

The girl turned around " oh god" Muhammad said, she wasn't aïsha. He kept seeing her father at the masjed, her mum at theirs house, girls wearing hijab with her height, but never her, he never met her since he declared his love for her

Chapter two

" In sake of allah" Mouhamed replied and looked at Aïsha " I love you ". Aisha was so chocked the second he said that sentence she felt joy in her heart " me too " she replied unfortunately and ran away

Aisha return back home that day fully happy because finally mouhamed said that he loves her, After she denied her feelings for him she found herself thanking god for what happened, but than she realized that this isn't right

They both admitted their love for each other, a relationship is haram and talking too "what should i do now, i don't wanna do haram with him, allah will punish us... praying? Yes yes that's the right thing to do, i'll just love him in private and make dua so he could be my naseeb"

The next day at school mouhamed was absent, aisha looked for him just to see him from afar but she couldn't find him. She passed by his house when she came back home wishing seeing him from the window but no she saw nothing

Mouhamed decided to study hard for his graduation, he avoided Aisha at school and back to be a shadow. She could never catch him cause she gave up and let everything to allah (و على الله فليتوكل المتوكلون)

One day, Mohammed was returning back home from masjed and saw aisha sitting on the sand, he had a déjà vu of her declaring her cancer, he decided to sit far away behind her  just so he can feel he's with her