Tired. 🥀

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Timeline: PM 16 yr old
Dazai POV:

Everything is dark and black. Nothing but empty. The nonexistent feeling surrounding my brain. It's nice. If only it could last forever.
I wake up to the sound of a loud blaring alarm. I slowly open my eyes as I take in my surroundings, coming back to reality. It's cold. And dark, but light enough to see the ceiling of my shipping container. I turn over and slam down on my alarm to shut it off. I groan and sit up straight on the ground of my shipping container and I move my blanket off and to the side. I sigh as I slowly get up off the hard, cold floor. I get changed and ready and I sit in the corner of my shipping container then I wait for Mori to come let me out. After almost an hour of sitting there and staring blankly at the ground, I hear a car door close and footsteps walking towards my container. I get up quickly and stand there waiting for him to open the door. Once I hear the lock click open, I prepare for the bright light ready to shine into the dark container.

------------- time skip -------------

I sit in a small chair in the main room alone as I just sit waiting for Mori to give me a mission. I look up at the clock tiredly and see that it's 4:27 AM. The others should be here any minute then. I return to staring blankly at the ground before I take a deep breath and start to itch my bandaged arm and a bit of my legs. My bandage comes a little loose but I don't care. Then at 4:31 AM Chuuya walks in. It seems he was talking to someone out there, it must have been the others going to their office. I stop scratching my bandaged arm and legs as he walks in. I just continue to stare blankly at the ground. Chuuya walks over and sits down on the couch across from me. After sitting in silence for a short moment he speaks up.
"Good Morning Dazai."
I take a moment to respond
"Well Good Morning to you too Chuuya~"
I hold out the uu in his name. My voice sounds deeper than normal and I sound very tired. I look at Chuuya with a (fake) smile in my face. My dull eyes make eye contact with his blue and brown eyes. His eyes squint as he looks at me, almost like he's trying to read me. He then sighs and speaks up
"What's up with you?"
I continue to grin at him before blinking and tilting my head to the side in (fake) confusion.
"I don't know what your talking about~"
I continue to grin at him as I pretend like I'm fine. He just sighs again and rolls his eyes as he mumbles something I didn't hear. I ignore it and just look back down.
Eventually I start sitting upside down on the chair with my head on the ground and my legs up on the chair. Pretty much just messing around. Chuuya of course, is used to me having these "ADHD outburst" as he calls them. After a few minutes of me messing around, Mori walks in and hands Chuuya the mission papers. And he start to explain to chuuya our objective. I just tune them out because I already know Chuuya will explain it to me later.
After like 5 minutes of them talking, Mori starts walking out before he glares at me and snaps his finger at me. I instantly jump off the chair and I quit messing around. I stand up straight and still with my hands to my side as I face him but stay looking down slightly. He glares at me for a few more seconds before nodding and walking away. I hold my breath until the door shuts and it's just me and Chuuya left in the room. I exhale with relief that hes gone. I breath normally again as I turn to Chuuya who is staring at me with a raised eyebrow. I ignore his stare and just walk towards him with a grin on my face.
"Sooo~ what's this mission we got?"
Chuuya just rolls his eyes with a sigh as he begins to explain the mission
"We are bombing --------"
Anddd I don't care. I tune him out after the word bombing. After a few minutes of him yapping, he finally realizes that I'm not listening. And so he just gave me the mission papers for me to read.
"Fine. Just read it then."
I sighed and groaned and began reading. I finished reading it in like 5 minutes an I just gave the papers back to him and nodded.
"Done."
Chuuya nodded and grinned
"Good. Now, let's go get ready. Mission starts in 10."

SORRY Y'ALL I am ending all of my publish story's to focus on one for now! Ik this story is WAY too short but just wanted to post all of my draft story's in hopes of getting a bit of a boost for my new big story! Threads of Hope

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 19 ⏰

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