sometimes.. giving your heart isnt enough..

pt 2 here

obanai's pov;

my eyes widen.. the area and the vibe around me look different.. i got up then looked around.. this place had an eerie feeling.. well not 'eerie' its a feeling that i couldn't explain. As i was looking around a chuckle seemed to be heard by my ears.. i looked back then saw that no one was there.. i don't know what to do anymore.. what is this place and how should i escape it? this was so difficult! im loosing my mind.. but then suddenly.. i felt my shoulders heavier than before.. i saw to look at it.. it was kaburamaru!? how could this happen? i thought that the uppermoon 2 demon had already killed him.. but im glad that he's alive.

As i was just petting kaburamaru, i saw my hand.. they were a lot more veiny than before.. and my nails grew so sharp! wait.. what if.. this can't be it! what if im a demon? i don't know.. what if this place is the demon's hideout? oh god i don't even know what to do now.. how can i turn back to human and go to my friends?.. friends.. well not anymore.. especially giyuu.. eugh i hated him.. now after what he did? i hate him even more. While i was talking about him i felt a blood lust of killing him.. that was not good.. this anger was not going away at all.. im starting to hate myself to now.. im wondering how this exasperation would feel after i kill him.

The time when he got intimate with me had the same exasperation i feel right now.. rage.. exasperation.. vexation.. well now the only thing i wanna do right now is to find that uppermoon 2 who tried to kill kaburamaru.. that's for sure.. i'll deal with him later now. i've also been wondering.. since im a demon now.. am i stronger than before? maybe if i practice i can find it out.. but im not sure tho if i am.. what am i even thinking!? being a demon should worry me not excite me. I can also see the changes in myself.. my vision got better and.. my height? why does it seem so much smaller then before.. i wonder if i can make myself taller like nezuko.. that would be amazing.

As i was thinking to myself i heard that same chuckle again.. i quickly got into my fighting stance when i turned around and saw a figure right behind me in the shadows.. it was walking out of the shadows then revealing himself.. the uppermoon 2!? i was ready to fight him but then he stopped me..

D: "listen.. listen.. no need to be frenzied.."

He said with a drop of sarcasm in his tone then started to laugh a bit.. oh god.. if i could just kill him with my bare hands and dance on his grave.. but he's a lot stronger than i expect..

D: "oh look at your face! so cute and pulchritudinous.. you know.. you should be grateful that i even revied you delicious lady.. well lets just say akaza forced me to.."

i was surprised.. lady..?

"the hell i'm a guy.."

D: "a guy..? oh i never seen a guy beautiful before!"

"just tell me who are you.."

D: "well lets just say the name is douma.."