5:32 am August 22, 2007
I wake up to the sound of nothing. The house is quiet. No one is ever here. I'm constantly alone with only the company of myself to amuse me.
I have to admit though, I often feel a presence watching me while I sleep. Like someone watching me through my window. Sometimes I feel eyes on me while I change. It's odd.
I haven't decided weather or not I should board up my windows or welcome the uninvited presence because I'm always alone. I'm always alone.
My mother is always gone, my dad hasn't dropped by in two years, my cousins are across the country, my grand parents want nothing to do with me and overall, none of my friends are ones I'd hang out with outside of school.
I wish I could have a pet but we don't have the money for one. Our resources are low here at my house and I just think the maintenance would be to have a dog or cat would be really time and money consuming.
I always feel something or someone watching me but I never see them. It creeps me out. I want to know who or what watches me all the time. I have to admit though, I guess they make it not so lonely all the time.
I want to know someone personally like other people do. I was never given a chance to intimately know someone. I've never had a connection with someone who cared or wanted to hear me talk. No one to talk to about my problems or anything that troubles me. I have never had anybody care for me like that.
The only 'love' or 'care' I've gotten is $20 every other Monday for food and necessities. She tries, sometimes, I think. But I'm pretty sure that she has to anyways so it doesn't raise suspicion with CPS or whatever. Any ways, I should try and enjoy my day. It's Friday after all.
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