When i was walking towards my girlfriend's house I saw two familiar faces kissing each other and yes it was my girlfriend and my brother whom i saw kissing each other.
In that very moment I wanted to cry but I can't,I want to shout but i can't,I want to walk towards them to punch my brother but I can't because I love them too much to know that i have to sacrifice every single thing that I have because he was my only brother but then I realize that loving him too much was very painful and seeing my girlfriend kissing my brother what's the most painful thing that I can never forget.
In that very moment I didn't realize that I was already walking towards them and then my brother saw me and pushed my girlfriend away "Rian...what are you doing here?..."in a nervous tone but I just smiled and hold my tears and say
"I was just passing by to drop off something for my girlfriend but then I saw you two...kising..but it's fine you don't have to say anything I'm just here to give you this Karina you left this at my place" And left in a hurry and not knowing where to go and just keep running and running until i get tired.
Moments later I just found myself beside the beach where I use to go with my brother when we were young and I was crying my eyes out and ask myself "Why??...What did I do to deserve this? Why did my brother do this to me? How could my girlfriend do this to me? Did my brother hated me that much?"
*Hours pass*
When I was walking towards home I stopped in front of our gate telling myself *smile like nothing happened act normal Rian* I entered our front lawn and I immediately saw my brother waiting for me outside our house door but I ignored him as soon as I entered our house.
"Rianna can you please let kuya explain what happened kanina?" but I proceed to ignore him then he shouted "RIANNA CAN YOU JUST LET ME EXPLAIN!" that was the point that I lose it and ask him "Kuya na awa kaba sakin when you kissed Karina?"
But he didn't answer my question.
"You know what your silence already asnwer my question kuya kaya wag kanang mag explain"
"Sorry...but we fell inlove..."
"Oh really?"
"I'm sorry Rian...please can you forgive kuya?"
"How can I forgive a snake like you kuya,kuya alam mo naman how much I love Karina diba kuya she was my everything besides you how can you do this to your own sister?"
"Sorry but she fell inlove first..."
"Kuya naman how could she fall inlove with you kung hindi mo inaas"
"Rian..."
"Kuya just shut the fuck up nakakasawa pakingan boses mo"
"What did you say Rian!" he shouted
"Bingi ka ba kuya I said shut the fuck up I'm tired of hearing your stupid voice"
"Rian kasalanan ko ba na mas pinili ako ni Karina kisa sayo?fuck Rian why can't you realize na hindi ka na niya mahal!"
"What the fuck Kuya Austin hindi ka naman niya mamahalin kung hindi mo inaas eh! Kuya Karina and I has been together sense high school don't give that bullshit!"I shouted at him
"Inaas? Really Rian mahal ko siya tapos"
"The hell so ano to ha kuya do I always have to sacrifice every single thing that I have for you kuya I also have a life everything isn't about you always kuya may nararamdaman din ako hindi lahat ng bagay sayo lang umiikot kuya naman you know that she was the only one who has been right by my side when i needed you the most kasi you always left me kasi mas mahalaga pang mga kaibigan mo kaysa sa akin kuya where were you when i had a freaking car accident you weren't there when that happened but karina was there so stop explaining yourself"
"What you got into a car accident?" In a worried look
"Yes kuya,Karina called you so many times pero hindi ka sumasagot eh"
"Rianna I'm sorry..."
I left my brother who has nothing to say but my name.
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When your brother wish you were dead
Short StoryA sister that loved his brother too much but his brother doesn't even bother getting close to her.
