𝗦𝗢𝗙𝗧𝗖𝗢𝗥𝙀

˚ ⁺ ๋₊ #𝓒ℋ𝓐𝓟𝑇𝓔ℛ thirteenpt2

NEW YORK RESIDENCE

THE TEENS WATCHED, DESPERATELY AS
THE DOCTER CAME OUT WITH PAPERS; A
worried look on her face. she walked towards
the group, forcing a small smile on her face as the group looked up. "ok, your lani am i correct?"
the lady asked focusing on lani as she quickly nodded.

stray tears still on her face, as she failed to hide the tears that had recently fallen.

she had been crying her eyes out ever since yana had to be rushed to the hospital, she cried so much she almost fainted. she felt horrible, she felt as if she failed yana since she was her responsibility.
she didn't know if she could ever even be happy if yana was to pass.

she didn't even know if she'd continue even living.

"so, it appears that yana did harm herself. she has been bleeding out and has lost a lot of blood.
a dangerous amount of blood, leading her to have to have a blood transfusions that will take place in less than 30 minutes. depending on how the procedure goes, she'll be home in around 24 or 48 hours."

the doctor summarised everything quickly explaining everything, everyone nodded still worried asf.
but it could've been worse.

"thank you." lani nodded after a few seconds of taking everything in since it was quite a lot as they watched the doctor smile, "yall are aloud to come see her now."

the group stood up, including ethan who had been uncontrollably bouncing his leg up and down all nervous. he felt like crying. he also felt as if he'd failed her since he made her his first priority since he knew everything she was going through,

but still he wasn't there for her .

ethan was more than relieved learning that yana was ok, or atleast better but he still felt guilty even
being in the same room as her again. he saw all the missed calls after learning that yana had harmed
herself so bad that she ended up in the hospital.

he literally watched the girl call multiple times as he let his ex touch all up on him.

he just knew yana would feel some type way, he didn't blame her at all though. "yana, oh my baby."
lani softly spoke, she felt horrible after doing what
she did to yana. she knew she shouldn't of done
that in front of anyone; but at that point she wasn't thinking damn it, she had just learned her baby cousin was cutting.

dd and ddot followed behind, as ethan slowly walked behind the group with his head low; he was scared
on how yana would react.

yana looked up, her face looked slightly pale.
she had a bunch of medical things on her arms and special bandages to stop the bleeding. her arms
almost looked out of colour. it hurt everyone to
see her like this.

she put on a lazy smile, "hi." she spoke just below a whisper. her voice was raspy, and low.
her eyes were super low, and red not in high red but in "I've been crying all day" red.
she just wanted to go back to how things were before.
she couldn't care less about Ethan, she almost

hated him for not being there at her lowest, but what she'll learn next will make her want to hate him
forever.

"yanieeee" dd an ddot dragged smiling, sounding like little kids. happy to atleast see her.
yana slightly put her hand up, tryna wave but she was way too weak.

ethan stared at the girl, even though she didn't bat an eye at him; he stared at who he wanted to be
dating, at who he felt he trusted and who understood him most, the person who he wanted to care for
most of all.

he thought she looked so beautiful even with what everything she was going through at the moment, and her condition.

"how you feeling now?" lani softly questioned, trying not to burst out crying. she despised seeing
people she loved like this. yana bit the corner of her lips  slightly, "I'm fine." she mumbled, lying .

lani nodded. "you been eating yana?" ddot raised his brow slightly. yana nodded slowly, "mhm"
her second lie. the only person whom could tell that yana was lying was ethan, he could literally see
right through her. in a way he knew her better than herself.

ddot nodded in response taking in the information.
suddenly, the door opened revealing the doctor.
she smiled slightly, "sorry to interrupt, but it's time for yana's blood transfusion now." the same lady
smiled awkwardly as she held a small clipboard to her chest with multiple papers hanging on it.

everyone nodded, except for ethan as he just stayed staring at yana then slowly his eyes travelled to the floor.

he wanted to talk to yana, try apologise.

but he knew that wouldn't be enough. lani, dd and ddot said their goodbyes and individually hugged yana gently since they didn't wanna hug her too tight.

the women at the door opened the door for the three, leading them out not really noticing ethan still standing there.

the room was silent once the women closed the door and it was just yana and ethan, before ethan spoke up.
"yana, I'm sorry I didn't pick up your call I
should-" — "what happened, ethan? you said you was gon care fa me? but the one time I deadass needed you , you weren't there."

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mb yall i forgot bout dis book