This chapter contains:
- panicking
- self harm (unintentionally)
- blood
-screaming.
- needles
- swearing (only a little)
This chapter might be a bit longer because I'ma add some more events before the main one bc I think it would be fun , so be prepared
Am I the only one who's obsessed with debut songs? Like 0.0, black mamba, happiness, like ooh-ahh, Eleven, girls of the year, attention, magnetic latata, and pop?
Probs just me....
______________________________________Seugmins pov:
Do you guys remember the story when han threw a wallet at me because he didn't want to clean up when I told him to? Yeah pre debut han was scary... He's changed alot now.
but ever since then, Ive always wanted to keep everything neat and clean, I dispise germs or any type of bad bacteria, or just mess overall
So everytime I wash my hands with soap I always wander, why only remove 99.9%? What happened to the other 0.01%?
That's why I always squirt alot of soup on my hands, the members always noticed this and they nickname me the 'clean freak' of Straykids.
It's become a really bad habit of mine to re-clean stuff again and again and again, and if it's still not clean, I would end up panicking, not a panic attack, but enough panic for me to feel a weird feeling, so I always bite my hands and sometimes even my nails! I do this to take away all the germs away with my teeth,the other members have never seen me panic before, not knowing my problem, they probably thought I just clean when I'm stressed but that's not the case..(143 case, I'm sorry).
Just like any other normal day for us, I wake up with the sound of....peace?
That's rare, it's rarely quiet in the dorm, I mean, I Love the peace but it's scary.
so I took my phone to check the time, only realizing I woke up Abit to early, it was currently, 5 am, where supposed to be awake in 2 hours..
I sighed, knowing that I wouldn't go back to sleep anyway, so I got at of my bed, cleaned it and made it before leaving the room quietly.
I went to the kitchen, and waited there for a good 15 minutes until chan came downstairs, looking half awake.
"Morning" he said in English, him and Felix have a habit to switch languages when there confused, it's a bit funny if you ask me.
"Morning to you to" I replied back in English.
It took him a couple of second to prosses his surroundings before finally coming back into reality.
"The others are still asleep hum?" He asked, knowing damn well what my answer was.
"What do you think?" I replied before we both chuckled Abit.
At least there's peace and quiet for another hour until the voice projecters wake up, I thought to myself.
"I'm going to go ahead and start making breakfast, you rest or wake up the others when its time", he said before woddling to the kitchen.
So I decided just to sit on the sofa, but when I went to the living room, it was mess.
What the heck happened down here?
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SKZ hurtfics and sickfics!!
FanfictionStraykids are going through a lot in there career including vomiting, nosebleeds, fainting, hurting themselves,and even getting hospitalized (non real btw)