missing piece

Part 1

Madelyn

So you know how we were kids and we were fantasizing about the moment of ending school and like the graduation day or the feeling of being old enough to be independent and stuff ? Well I used to fantasize like that as well. The crazy part is that now it is my reality and all I can fantasize about is the past. The exact moment of being a little girl, having dreams, goals, feelings, hopes and excitement. But for what ? A whole lie. Adulting and becoming older just started being too much for that little's girl mind. Her soft heart that became tough and that pretty little mind that swiped away all those little feelings, dreams and hopes away like if she thrown a huge sponge to a little vase full of her Zara kids perfume -in a shape of hello kitty and a smell of baby powder and a mix of flowers and a note of lavender-and let the sponge absorb all of the perfume. All those scents, smells and sprays are gone just like that. As the huge sponge entered the tiny perfume vase there was no doubt or hope for a single drop of that scented liquid product to be used by the little girl again. That's how all the innocence is gone. And the girl just has to accept it, get herself together and as she has been told "act like a grown woman" . So now the little girl became a grown woman and as if there was no time in between that stage, the grown woman is about to became a responsible adult. As a responsible adult that I am about to become I now know all the stages and all the versions of the world so I can be "ready". In all that madness I still try to find the beauty and that's why me and my friend Nate have bought a villa to the affluent, exclusive and upscale neighborhood outside of Barcelona city, Sant Cugat de Vallès. A neighborhood full of rich, wealthy families. We will go there just after graduation and here I am now getting ready for graduation and packing my stuff for Spain. I couldn't be more happy and proud of myself. Now that you know a bit of our story let me present myself because some of the previous info might seem weird to you. I am Madelyn Bellucci. My mother has been a successful Italian actress and my father has been and still is a CEO to a wealthy Italian industry. So as you can understand I was born in a wealthy family and raised like this. I took the path of the fame and I am one of the most seen influencers of Gen z generation and especially in the years 2022-2024. I earn as well a lot and have fun at the same time. Though most of the family money is old money of both of my grand parents.
As a kid I never went to the playground I instead went to yacht clubs with my parents and my older brother. Though I went to public school because I hated to be different and not included to normality. My parents had many friends that were rich as well. Since I remember myself, they always called the Jacobs the most close friends they ever had. Miss Maria and Mister Paul Jacobs have three beautiful children, Lena, Sole and Nate. Lena and Sole are two stunning women and Nate a handsome gentleman. Lena and Sole were many years apart from Nate who in contrary was the same age as me. So in every single yacht club meeting, every vocation or family dinners with guests we were sticked together. We grew up together and he has been like the brother that I never had. Not because of the fact that I didn't have a brother but because my brother never really considered me his sister. Nate and went to the same school with me only till the first grade of high school when his parents applied him to a new private school. I was a really close person while growing up and never really had many friends. I always hang out either with Nate or a girl of my class that seemed to be nice Sarah. As Nate left the school I started hanging out more with Sarah and became even best friends with her. As she was with me like 24/7 she eventually met Nate and a year later they started dating. The two more important people of my life are together isn't this amazingg? Even though I like it -actually absolutely love it- Nate and Sarah were worried about me so every time we were going out Nate was always finding an excuse to bring his new best friend with us , Mattia. At the beginning he seemed a nice guy but the more we were together the more we were fighting. Gosh such an annoying person. The hesitate that the annoying arguments with that person made me have, I couldn't stand it. And that's how we started having a little vendetta against each other. I begged Nate to stop bringing him with him or at least not all the times we were all hanging out. So he stopped (thank god). I was now seeing him only like once or twice a month. What a satisfaction. This past year though, the last grade of high school, he became such an ass. He started insulting me and talk shit about me on my face. So just because game is game I was doing it back at him. My past that I haven't talked with you all about yet had already made me a strong, heart and feeling less independent woman so those words of that little asshole's mouth couldn't affect me but just make me make that immature's guy smile and annoying laughter fade slowly and painfully just like how someone stabs you and removes the knife slowly and harshly so the death becomes sweeter and the soul is tormented tired and fades away slowly slowly. Why did I mentioned him ? Because of course Nate included him to our trip to Barcelona. Like oh my god that guy can't get it. Yeah he'll be just fine he'll have his girlfriend and they'll leave me and Mattia alone. Bro. I repeat me and Mattia alone. Ain't all that. We're literally going to be accused for murder... both of us. But we'll be dead from each other already so I don't know if even what I said makes sense. God this will be fun.