The music makes me Happy.

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"The good part about music is when it hits you, you feel no pain, just goosebumps." I smiled at Cry.

"So it's fine if I call you Cry? Or do you like Ryan, more?" I asked. He smiled at me, it's a simple question really but a huge meaning. "Uh, either one makes me happy." He smiled at me then kissed my soft pink lips once more this morning. 

"So what do you want from the Chief of this Kitchen this wonderful morning, at 9:30 am." Cry smiled then did a confident pose in front of the very small kitchen. 

I smiled. My (C/O/H) flopped in front of my face covering half of my face. Cry slowly walked up to me, brushed my hair behind my ear, "I fell for you once I set my eyes on you, you know that right?" He smiled. "I don't know why. You could have done so much better, you know that right." I kinda mocked his last 4 words by accident. "Don't be such a grumpy puppy!" Cry said then kissed me again. I didn't kiss back because I felt like I needed to go for some reason. Just this feeling in my stomach told me to go. "Cry." I simply said. "Yes?" He gave me a questioning look. "I need to go. I will see you later! I will also text you just to let you know I am not mad at you I just feel like I need to go. I'm sorry." I didn't take a single breath at all. I got up went into his room, took off his clothes and put mine back on.           ~(*winky face!*)~ I got my phone and headphones out in my hand. "Bye, I'll see you later!" I smiled at his frowning face and left. I felt bad but yet not? I feel bad for both. I don't know. I'm just confused of how I feel right now.

I went back to my apartment complex down a few blocks listening to my favorite song ever, Fear, by Blue October. The words just move me, the beat. His voice just puts goosebumps on my arms, makes the hair behind my neck go up. Blue October they are just my favorite band in the whole world. They helped me when I was down, I use to fall, but now I get back up! 

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(A/n) I know a really short fucking story but it's okay I guess I like this chapter but I don't know how to feel about it. Just so many mixed feelings in this very short chapter I just needed to update because more people are starting to read, and I don't know I feel like I should keep this story up, but I don't know. Just if you still want it up just say yes, or no. I don't care. I might just keep it up just so other people will be like, what the hell! She hasn't updated in two years! It left off as a cliffhanger! Thats one reason why I would keep it up and not update. But I will try to as much as I can I guess.

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