His Devotion

Unspoken feelings.

Zaira Pov

After getting ready we were just about to go but saw Shaheen standing there with breakfast.

Aapi asked me to bring your breakfast here only as she had already eaten. Shaheen said

Okay you can keep their Aahil pointed towards the table.

She kept the breakfast and went away.

We moved towards the couch and settled to have breakfast.

Aren't you bored of this tasteless food. He said

No I am not . I just want to ignore him because I can't fall for him.

2 years ago.

We were in same school I got admission with him in 11th standard and then only I came to know which kind of boy he was.

No Aahil you can't do this you can't leave me after promising everything with me one girl said.

Who the hell are you to tell me what to do and what not he yelled at the girl so badly.

She got into the relationship with him they were in a relationship for 1 year and now he was saying that they were just frnd . Hanging out with her till late night, they use to talk for hours even she use to come to his house . I know cauze I have seen him with her many times. Thus I can't trust him .

In same year uncle Aahil father passed away then as far I came to know he stopped these things .

But thing which strike my mind is , is he still virgin ? .

Let's begin he said.

We ate breakfast in silence and then he left from there without saying anything.

I was shocked why didn't he say anything , have I done something wrong yes I did I shouldn't have been rude to him but this close proximity with him makes me feel something in my body.

I also took the plate and moved downstairs. I sat with khallo and we did some chit chat I was not fond of talking that much but my bonding with her was beautiful.

My mind was only captured by him. I would have seriously fallen for Aahil if he wasn't a play boy. He is perfect. Nice height good physique and beautiful and attractive face with good sense of humor.

But my heart wanted to accept him and right now I was feeling guilty for misbehaving with him.

After talking with khallo for some time I came back to my room. I was sitting peacefully and reading a novel. I love reading. Then I feel pain in my lower body. I stood up and went towards washroom. I was on my periods.

Periods are really painful for me it is unbearable pain and cramps and specially mood swings. I hate them. I remember I got in a fight with a girl in a school she really pissed me off and I was on my periods.

I sat in bed comfortably even though I can't get comfortable in periods. I texted Aliza I can't come to gym today and may be I won't be going college tomorrow. Because the first three days of the period are really full of pain.

I lay down on a bed my knee folded and curled up till my chest and my mind stuck to him. Somewhere I want to see and feel his love but somewhere I don't want to accept the fact that I will love him.