Dangerous☽ z.m | | p.e

chapter ➸ one

Zayn POV

My life was never one of those fairytale stories you read as child , where there's only one bad guy and the rest are good, the place that only had happiness , a place where everything is pure and good .

I grew up with hatred towards people , I am not a caring person and never will be , when I was small I had my share of good and bad friends , I separated the good from bad if one of them ever stabbed me in the back which happened a lot of time which is why I never believed in friendship .

My father was absent most of my childhood , he was a really hated person by many including me . He wasn't one of those fathers that would make you feel better when you're having a bad day or like those fathers who had a normal job like an accountant or a builder .

As much as I hate to admit I followed in my fathers foot steps , something I said I would never allow myself to do . I became a hated nah just like him and I became feared by most . Some people would get shivers in their spines by hearing my name which is why I was forced to leave this town and shift to a whole new town .

I hated these small kinds of towns where everyone knew everybody and there was a lot of unity and friendship among everyone . Where the neighbours poke their nose in everyone's business , screw them and screw everyone living in towns like these .

Also what I hate about the people in these towns are that they are so bloody fake , put on a fake smile and do the whole " welcome " routine to a person whose new in the neighbourhood . No need of coming into into my house and know about everything , just leave your pastries and cookies on the main door and go away.

I've done bad things that I should regret but don't and is what is included in my fathers daily job , I've broken into people's houses , stolen things , beaten up people and obviously drink and smoke . The first time I smoked was at the age of 14 and that to it was offered to me by my father .

So as I said I was kicked out of the city I used to live in and now need to live in this town where everyone knows everybody ...