Today was just anything like it, I get up, I get dressed, I take a shower, I put on some deodorant, brush my teeth, brush my hair, grabbed my school supplies and go to school.... On the way to, my school, I was just listening to some music, which you don't have to ask what my playlist is because I'm not telling you.....
*at school*
Today was also the last day of school, so I was pretty excited about that, but that all changed when recess struck, I was asking a couple girls if I could play volleyball, they said no, because I was a furry ( by the way, I am not a furry) morning was just starting out as normal we organized the chairs when we went to specials at 9..... At specials, it was nothing like it. My classmates were not obviously listening, since I was the quiet kid, there I don't usually get involved with chaos, but today was the worst one.,.. As if people were treating me like a piece of shit.... Thankfully, my whole group and Cheyenne, which is also my friend, but she doesn't sit at my lunch table, once specials were over, we watched a movie for the rest of class before it was time to go to lunch.... I sat at my table like we usually and usually to chill out and talk to my friends at recess that's when tragedy struck, as I was going to recess, I heard some girls playing volleyball. I wanted to join really bad since I knew how to play volleyball, so I asked them, they said no, and then I got aggravated because one of the girls, which is my worst enemy in the year starting an argument with me call me furry and stuff I was trying to strike back, but those words just hurt me too much..... In the line when we were going inside for continuing the movie in our home rooms while the other class gets to go outside and play kickball tournament.. .. It was just simply calm and no more aggravating, while other classes get to play outside and play kickball classes go against classes for the tournament trophy. But enough of outside let's continue on inside. Even though it was hard to think about it, I was crying really bad.... Luckily, 2 of my friends were there for me, one of them would said that they were moving with their sister, told me that she wouldn't leave me, though I was crying and still didn't believe her, I said "I can't lose another one" as if I lost many friends back in the past which I did.... But my friend said it would be ok because her Grandpa would not allow her sister to take her unless if she wants to go to jail for kidnapping I still didn't believe her on my way to the classrooms until one of the teachers came up to me and told me to go in their room to talk. I talked to them for a while until my tears absorbed, I talked a little bit more until going back to class, I watched the whole movie in silence. We were watching Woody the woodpecker and I can't remember the name but I'll edit this and everything just went smoothly. Time to go outside for at least the 20 minutes before pickups were called, I had beef with my boyfriend, which is now my ex boyfriend, because I notice some weird changes that started with in him like he started to hurt my friends in my friend group and hurting others being in a toxic relationship made me feel bad and felt completely taken advantage, but luckily, I finally gathered up the courage to say "we're over buddy make a bridge and forget about me " my ex boy friend started an argument with me because I apparently I was being the one who was toxic here when I've been avoiding him all this time, and I noticed he was starting to get more angry and rude to me. Since I was breaking up with him, I did not see that come.... What Cheyenne and her other friends were starting to support me now, even though that they hated me all year, I thought they was was gonna be another toxic relationship, but then I realized the kindness in her eyes. She gave me an invitation and my other friend Jordan, an invitation to and apparently she was trying to give all my friends the invitation except Braxton my ex boyfriend...... Cheyenne was so rude and avoiding me when all the sudden she changed nice after I broke up with my boyfriend, she said, "don't worry, we'll find you another man, but this time more better than this one" I agreed with her, and when it was time to go back inside, I went back inside while Cheyenne was at my side, when it was time for us to split, I said goodbye to her only to meet at the end of the day at the locker room, we chatted and talked while walking to our bus is and she even gave me an invitation like I said earlier she was trying to give others invitations like my friend Jordan, who is supposed to be the RSVP which I think it means to help someone go through or protect them through toxic relationships, making sure that no more toxic relationships happen. On the bus, I was waving goodbye to my friend Cheyenne, which was going in the pick up line everyone was waving at us I waved back earlier in the day when it was recess, I broke down in tears, which I don't need to tell that now since it's summer vacation... And I can't wait for tomorrow because I'm going to Cheyennes kickoff party..... Which is going to be exciting because we're going swimming I'm guessing my ex boyfriend Braxton tried to force me to grabbed the invitation out of my hand, because she wanted to go, he told me to give back his invitation and I asked him why and snatched back my invitation, he told me that I had it when it obviously I didn't, because I had my certificate inside, he thought it was my invitation..... I tried to take it away from me, but I didn't allow him..... At home after I got off school, which was a lot of drama which hurts my head. ( also to notice you, want something I can get very dizzy when I am in drama, I just like watching drama happen) I told my mom the whole school day, she nodded and agreed with me at home, we chatted for a little bit more before going upstairs and chilling on my phone, I was scrolling through my friends tiktok page... Then I saw one of her friends, Paisley, I decided I would follow her, so we can know each other better, and when I did, it's surprisingly one of my classmates, which I didn't mind. I started scrawling for her videos liking them and after some time, I decided just to chill on my phone and at the end of the day I started this whole thing....
