4:00 am
I was on call with kk and her situationship that she keeps running back to everytime he unblocks her.
Kk is in palm beach visiting her cousins, the ones that we visited the day we got off the cruise, i thought me and her cousins were chill, or something of the sort...
Kk is sitting in the backyard on the phone with us because everyone was sleeping, next thing you know her cousin comes out asking why she was out there, and she says "I'm on the phone with my friend" i don't say a word.
Then he says "is that the fat one".
Oh.
I always know people call me fat behind my back giving that I'm 230 pounds at 16, but it hurts actually hearing someone say it, I'm used to being the duff (designated ugly fat friend) but it still hurts.
Once he says it I instantly feel my cheeks burning felling like they are on fire.
Kk try's and puts her self on mute, Before she can, I hang up.
5 minutes later she texts me instead of asking if I'm okay she says "msane wtfff"
I'm honestly done.
i dont text back.
I power off my phone and then putting my comfort show on while bawling my eyes out.
30 minutes later, I power my phone back on and see no newer notifications, I know she doesn't care because I know she and everyone else calls me that to.
