This Weird Feeling...?

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[Akito's POV]

Ever since that we became vivid bad squad, I still feel weird around them. I just wanted to be with Toya. I'm not sure if he does feel the same, but I doubt it. He's just a friend to me right? I should just get closer to them, that'll fix the problem. I hope..
After our school ended, we do the usual practicing in the park. I started to warm up with Kohane and An, but I still want to spend time with Toya. I just try to push off the thoughts and feelings. I decide that I needed some time alone. I need to think properly about my feelings. Is it romantic or platonic? Is it both? I really need to think. So I leave practice early, excusing it by saying I have some super important homework to do. Toya offered to help me, but I refused his offer, he was a bit confused since I always say yes, but this "homework" is a special case I say to him.

Toya : "Are you sure you don't need help?"

Akito: "Yes I'm sure.. This homework is easy for me since it's a subject that I actually care about.."

Toya: "You rarely care about any subjects."

Akito: "It's just really easy.. Just I need to finish it.. It's due tomorrow."

Toya: "Oh okay.."

I exit out of the park, a wave of guilt washes over me. Was I rude to him? I look back, seeing Toya with a bit of a saddened face. I... I just lied to him. (/ref) I really shouldn't have lied to him. I feel bad. But there's no turning back now. I head home, seeing Ena at the doorway putting on her shoes for school. I usually greet her with a casual "Hi" or "Don't be late for school" but I wasn't in the mood to greet her. She walks past me and I enter my room. I see my pictures with the whole squad in the photo frame, but I put it flat down, not wanting to see them at the moment. I rest in my bed, looking at the ceiling. I start to over think. Does he hate me? Does he even like me? I stop over thinking when I hear a message on my phone. Who was it? It was Ena.

New message from "Ena"!

Ena: "What happened in practice."

Akito: "Nothing why do u wanna know"

Ena: "You acted so depressed when you walked in the house you didn't even say hi to me"

Akito: "I'm just tired ok"

Ena: "No you are NOT tired. I didn't not see any signs of it."

Akito: "How do you know that I'm not tired??????"

Ena: "It's that easy I'm ur sleep deprived sister what do u expect"

Akito: "Fine I just left bc I was just feeling that I should leave early for practice"

Ena: "Thanks for the infoooooo"

Akito: "You bitxj"

Ena: "Hahhaha u miss spelled"

[Toya's POV]

After Akito left practice early, It felt a bit unsettling.. I was practicing with An and kohane fine. But just without Akito it felt a bit lonely. We take a little break and talk a bit, and I figured out that An was dating Kohane..?!

Toya: "You guys were actually dating...?! Well.. I should've known... You guys were so close that you started to go on dates...!!"

An: "I'm surprised that you actually figured it out. But Akito would take way too long to figure it out without your help."

Kohane: "Well Toya.. Are you dating Akito?"

Toya: "What makes you think of that...?!"

Kohane: "Well you guys are always together!"

Toya: "Well... I'm not gay.. I like Mizuki..."

An: "WHATTTTT?!!!!!!!????"

Toya: "I think the whole entire neighbourhood heard you.."

An: "So?"

After practice I head home and text Akito to see if he was doing okay.

Toya: "Hey, how is the homework going?"

Akito: "Pretty good, I don't need any help what so ever and I'm almost done"

Toya "That's good, are you going to practice tomorrow after school?"

Akito: "yeah I'll see u tmrw then"

Toya: "See you."

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Word count: 687
So uh you found Toya's love interest (Mizuki) u may be wondering why I chose them, it's bc idk who else to ship with him lol I promise to upload a least every month and I'll be uploading a lot in July and August since it's my summer break and Ena and Akito's conversation was a bit unhinged but just ignore it lol I didn't know what to write for the conversation

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