Okay some things to know if you like me and want to date me (mostly made this for my bf)
1. I have really bad depression, anxiety, PTSD and slightly bad paranoia the depression I try not to show but my anxiety and paranoia can and will get the best of me from time to time from past experiences... So if you just stop talking to me (like for over a hour) when we just was, it makes me worry a LOT and will also make me think I did something wrong so next time we talk I may act off if I do it's because I'll tink I hurt you some how...
2. As I said before if I think I did something to hurt or offend you it really messes with me even if I didn't do anything I'll still think I did, so I may act off when we talk again and it's just because I'll feel bad for what I said/did to hurt or offend you and if I hurt or offend you again that messes with me and just piles on the guilt I already felt so I may become a bit more distant, now it doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore it's just I feel like you don't deserve me as I keep hurting you...
3. If I get perverted with you I'm sorry... I don't try to but it may slip as I'm a pervert, I just choose to hide it.
4. If I'm feeling down or sad and don't want to be a burden on you I'll lie and say "I'm fine" or "I'm okay" or "I'm alright" I often lie about how I'm feeling as I feel like a burden when I vent to people and feel bad for it after so I'll just say I'm okay now I'm not saying I'm always lying when I say I'm okay sometimes I really am but they're are times when I'm not and I don't want to be a burden on you for venting...
5. If I go offline for a second or don't respond back it's probably because my mom or dad came in my room or they need me for a second I'll reply back the moment I see you messaged me, I could have also been asleep or my tablet was dead at the time.
Alright I think that's every thing I can think of rn if there's anything else I'll add it later and if there's anything you want to ask me feel free to💙
