bsf's into lovers~

1.The start of the end

"YUU!" I could her mika yelling at me from down stairs, " WHAT" " COME HERE AKANE WANTS TO TALK TO THE FAMILY!" there he goes again saying all these things about 'family' "okay l'll be there in a sec." Mika me and the children here all grew up in orphanage we all went through somethings tragic and yet ever since l got here its always been the same the happy smiles and to everyone but me they call us 'family' but to me my family is dead and they aren't family jsu friends " Yuu over here" mika calls out to me, me and mika are both 14 years old and were going to high school in a few months along with Akane," What is it?" " okay so l don't want you to freak out" mika tells me, " What whats wrong you telling me not to freak out won't work im already freaking out." " Yuu listen were gonna be best friends forever right?" Well whatever is going on mika is seriously freaking me out."Yes now tell me whats going on?" "Well you're gonna get adopted!" Akane tells me, " WHAT ADOPTED?!?" "it's that great yuu!" Mika tells me, what no of course its not why would it be imma going to leave mika all alone along with the rest of the kids, " y-yeah it- it's great.." cursing my stuttering for calling me out, "Yuu your gonna have a real family and you'll still be able to go to school!" Mika tells me but l can't help but feel that mika may want me to leave.., "What about you mika?" I ask, " oh me im not going with you the person who adopted his name is Gruen im pretty sure and he seems like a good person but you should probably start packing since he's gonna pick you up in a few minutes." What why was Mika so okay with this why does it seem like he's okay does he not care that im leaving even after these years we spent together does he really not care?!

I didn't even care at this point l saw the look on Mika's face and l already tell that he's glad lm leaving l went back up stairs and started packing my stuff who ever this Gruen guy was he was gonna hate me thats all l knew for now. As l was waiting for Gruen to come l couldn't help but noticed how Mika seems so happy with all of this it honestly hurts he makes it look like its easy letting go of people the way he easily had for me but whats worse is the fact that when l try to speak with him his ignoring me acting like he's busy when he's just sitting there talking to one of the kids its honestly passing me of yet makes me feel even more pain but im not gonna leave without a goodbye from him. I was walking up to Mika until he saw me that he got up from his chair but this time l wasn't gonna let him go l ran up to him and grabbed his arm while pulling him to our room," Hey Yuu what are you doing ?!?" "Let go of me Yuu" l wasn't paying any attention until we got there to the room that l let go of him, " Why are you ignoring me?" I asked with a bit of pain in my voice but l lock it deep inside me because that last thing l wanna do is cry infront of Mika, " What are you talking about im not ignoring you.." he said it so soft that you could barely hear it. " Then why have you been making excuses when l try to talk to you!" " IM NOT IGNORING YOU AND IM NOT MAKING EXCUSES!" this time it wasn't me who yelled but Mika and for the second time in my life l felt broken and in so much pain mika the only person l cared for most didn't even care that l was leaving and instead was ignoring me and then yelled at me but he yelled like he was mad at me almost like saying he hated me. " LIAR YOU HAVE BEEN IGNORING ME AND AVOIDING ME DID IT REALLY TAKE YOU THAT LITTLE TIME TO GET OVER THE FACT THAT I NO LONGER WILL BE HERE THAT IM LEAVING, IF I DIDNT TALK TO YOU WOULD YOU HAVE EVEN SAID GOODBYE?!" l yelled back and l then realized how much l hate yelling at Mika, " you're right l have been ignoring you and thats because I'm glad your leaving l never wanted you here in the first place and beside getting over you isn't even that hard its just Yuu any way and again yiu are right l wouldn't have said good bye ethier im not gonna wait my time on that its not like you'll care anyway." When Mika said that l honestly felt like crying l felt like mt world had just fallen ontop of me it hurt my heart was beating so fast but not because I'm excited but because it wasn't ready for those words to hurt so much mika was just standing there not a care in the world of what just happened, " Yuu Guren is here and he's waiting for you." Akane yelled from down stairs at this point l didnt care and just wanted a place to huddle up and cry. " Okay l'm coming" l said l didnt even look back at Mika and just left but in my head l did a slitn prayer for him to keep him safe and left.

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Mika pov:

Well there it was the time l feared most when Yuu had to leave me l hated the fact that l and to ignore him and avoid him but what l hate more is the fact that Yuu thought l didnt care for him that all the years we were together didnt mean anything to me l hated the fact that he thought that because that was a lie everything l said was a lie l jsu said it so when he left it would hurt me as much but l was wrong because either still hurts l hate the fact that he didn't even look at me or even said goodbye l hate the fact that the last time we were gonna see each other ended like this l hate me for this it was all my fault l was just selfish because l didn't want to get hurt bot knowing that l was cause more pain to Yuu but at the same time im glad l did this because eif l didnt l know that Yuu wouldn't want to leave because the truth, " l love you.." yuuriochi im I love with you but l could never let you find out because ik l would jsu hurt you even more. I sat on the  ground crying knowing that l will never get to see the boy l love most but l just hope he has a good journey without me our time was fun while it lasted but he's gone now, " good bye Yuu l love you." But ik right now yuu probably thinks l hate him.

(HI SO IM NEW AT THIS BUT I HOPED YOU GUY'S LIKED IT AND SORRY FOR ALL THE GRAMMER MISTAKES. I REALLY LOVE MIKAYUU AND WANTED TO RIGHT A STORY FOR THEM IM ALSO PLANING ON TRYING TO RIGHT SOME HAIYKUU STORYS AND KILLIGON STORYS BUT LETS SEE HOW THIS GOES BUT ANY WAY THANK YOU)

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