Quick Wear: Cannon Fodder's Self-Redemption (2)[MTL]

Chapter 94 I'm Your Dad

Du Zixing came to his room, opened the door and walked in. Du Zifei followed closely behind him and closed the door.

　　Du Zixing said expressionlessly: "Just say whatever you want to say."

　　"You like him, right?" Du Zifei went straight to the point, not giving Du Zixing any chance to think.

　　Du Zixing was stunned when he heard this, and then he said guiltily: "Who do you like? I don't understand what you are saying at all!"

　　Du Zifei raised a mocking smile and said contemptuously, "You know who you like, but you dare not admit it?"

　　Du Zifei's eyes were very penetrating, making Du Zixing feel embarrassed as if his thoughts were seen through. He said angrily, "Du Zifei! Who I like has nothing to do with you."

　　Du Zifei stared at Du Zixing's eyes and said coldly: "It had nothing to do with me before, but now I am Mu Fei, so it has something to do with me! Du Zixing, I warn you, you'd better not do anything to hurt him, otherwise, I will never stop fighting you!"

　　"Hurt? How could I hurt him? No one cares about him more than me. You have only been with him for a short time. What right do you have to question me!" Du Zixing's cheeks turned red with anger.

　　Du Zifei reached out and tapped Du Zixing's chest, and said sarcastically, "If you care about him, then put away your dirty thoughts!"

　　"Dirty?" Du Zixing clenched his fists, his beautiful peach blossom eyes widened, anger burning his reason, and said: "Du, Zi, Fei! What qualifications do you have to judge my feelings for him! Yes, I like him, I love him! My feelings for him are pure and clean, even if we are both men, so what? Dirty? Then what is the relationship between you and Lu Jiu? What right do you have to say that I am dirty?"

　　Du Zifei stood very close to Du Zixing, staring at him and saying, "Just because Lu Jiu and I love each other, and just because Dad has never had any romantic feelings for you! Dad, you know better than anyone how he feels about you. He has always treated you as his son and student. If he knew that his beloved 'son' had dirty thoughts towards him, do you think he would be sad?"

　　Du Zifei's words were like a knife, stabbing into Du Zixing's heart. This question had been bothering him all along, making him afraid to take another step forward. Du Zifei was right. Qiming had always treated him as his son and student, and had never developed any other feelings for him. He loved and spoiled him, just like he loved Mu Yang and Mu Yue.

　　But can he only keep this love in his heart?

　　Du Zifei's eyes flashed with pity as he looked at the pale Du Zixing. He understood the feeling of being loved but not getting it. Du Zifei slowed down his tone and said earnestly, "I understand your feelings, the pain of being loved but not getting it. I knew from childhood that I was a bastard, a bastard who was not loved or cared for by anyone. Although I lived a life of plenty, everyone was too stingy to give me even a little love. Do you know what my wish was when I was a child?"

Du Zixing looked at Du Zifei with a complicated expression, shook his head and said, "What is it?"

　　Du Zifei smiled self-deprecatingly and said softly, "I hope I can see my father and my mother can hug me. Unfortunately, year after year, my father never shows up and my mother still likes to torture me. Du Zixing, to be honest, I am really jealous of you! You have the love of your parents and live a carefree and superior life. You have never experienced the darkness of this world. We are both his sons, so why do you live in heaven while I am struggling in hell!"

　　"Du Zifei..." Du Zixing really didn't know what to say. He learned from Qiming what kind of life Du Zifei had lived in recent years. He was shocked at the time.