Christina
“You can’t do shit right, I asked you to have him ready by the time I got back!” Kevin yelled as I rushed to get his son dressed. “I didn’t want to wake him up Kevin” I said slipping the babies shoes onto his little feet, “Just get him ready” he said before walking away. I looked at K.J, Kevin’s son, as he stared back at me with his pacifier in his mouth. It was still hard for me to have him around. Kevin and I had been together for 5 years, and 8 months ago he told me about his now 10 month old son. It put a strain on our relationship, and things still haven’t been the same.
K.J. was the sweetest little baby, and Kevin made it clear to me that he was now his number 1 priority. I understood that, but I felt like he just pushed me to the side. He showed me in ways that he had started losing interest in me, we no longer had sex, he was barely home and when he was home he had an attitude.
I picked the baby up and went to our bedroom, where Kevin was sitting on the bed texting. “Are we still going out tonight?” I asked him as I handed him K.J., “Yeah, but I gotta drop him off, so be ready by the time I get back” he said standing up. “How should I dress..dressy, casual?” I asked, he just strugged, “It don’t matter” he said slipping his phone into his pocket. “Alright then” I said attempting to kiss his lips, but he turned his head, causing my lips to land on his cheek. I looked at him, but he just turned to walk away, “Bye K.J” I said as I watched them leave out.
Once they were gone, I went to the bathroom and started running my bath water and my phone started to ring playing my favorite song“Bad”. “Hello” I answered, “Hey girl, what you doing?” my girl Megan asked, she was one of my best friends.“I’m about to take my bath, then get ready for my night out with Kevin” I said. “Awe man..I was calling to see if you wanted to come out with me and Erika, but I’ll just talk to you later, don’t get to cute for that boom docks lookin bitch” she said making me laugh, “Stop it..and have fun for me...Smooches” I said before hanging up.
5 Hours Later
It was damn near 12:00 in the morning and Kevin still wasn’t back. So I went to my room and took off my dress, putting on my onesie when I heard the door open then close. As soon as he came into view, “Where were you?” I asked, as he walked past me “Somewhere” he said. “Kevin don’t play with me, I’ve been waiting on you since 7 something and your just getting home..Did you not think to call!” I said with an attitude. “Christina go to bed, I don’t feel like doing this tonight” he said, “ Tuh..you come in here at 12 and think your just going to sleep, what is your problem” I asked, he rolled his eyes “I had business to handle” he said.
“I am your business and you haven’t been handling it at all...your always mad at me and you’ve been acting different for some time now” I said to him.
“Here you go..alright you want talk” he said “Yes” I said still standing. “Alright I’m gone keep it a stack with you, you need to go to the gym, lose some weight, and when you do that I’ll take you out” he said. “...What?” I said shocked at his words, “It’s embarrassing Christina, you know the kind of people I’m around in the industry and I can’t have you looking like that” said looking at me. I couldn’t believe what he was saying to me, “Well get out” I said holding back the tears. “Fine” he said getting up and walking out, After I heard the door slam I layed down and cried myself to sleep.
