Our secret (wlw teacher x student)

Chapter 4

I opened the door. "Jesus Zara shut the fuck up" I say before meeting my eyes with my English teachers bright green eyes and feeling my face go red.

"Oh darling" she begins to speak while letting herself into my house.

"I'm sorry what are you doing here" I say watching her hips away as she enters and walks into my kitchen.

"I came to speak about things, as you said I'm clearly so cold hearted so I wanted to talk about things you know? Be a little less cold hearted for once" she speaks as she sits herself on my kitchen island seat and glares at me

"I uhm right okay?" I say confused as she raises an eyebrow and looks me up and down making me realise I'm wearing a tank top and shorts while she wears the same she did earlier, she probably came straight from school. "Wait how do you know my address?" I speak

"The school system it's not that hard, so speak. Why do you hate me so much? Why did you call me unlovable and why did you call me a cold hearted bitch?" She speaks without an expression on her face, just staring at me nothing else which was very intimidating and made me think of why I said it, I mean she was drunk and maybe had a bad night I shouldn't have been a bitch especially without knowing why she was being rude to me

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have said what I did I don't mean any of it I didn't know you, you was drunk, it was like 2am I'm so sorry Miss Ruiz" I spoke while she had her slightly tilted letting me speak.

"Sara" she spoke

"what?"I respond

"Call me Sara we aren't in school I'm in your house" she said and honestly is it bad I think her name is hot? Probably but I don't care

"And it's not okay for you to say those things but I will forgive you" she says while trying to find words to continue, "I was drinking that night because it was 2 years since me and my ex fiancé broke up, so apparently being a few months older wasn't good enough so I was cheated on with someone 12 years older then us both pathetic right? Yeah well I had a rough night and took my anger out on you" she said looking away and wiping the tears from her eyes

"Sara I'm so sorry he sounds like a dick you deserve better" I speak in shock

"She" is all she said with the same crack in her voice from earlier

"Oh" I quietly say I shouldn't have assumed it was a man "not oh in a bad way sorry I just shouldn't have-" I continue

"It's okay" she says making eye contact with me again with teary eyes standing up and coming up to me putting herself in between my legs while I'm sat on the counter

"Sara I wish you wasn't my teacher" I speak somehow holding eye contact with her

"And whys that darling?" She says with a small smile which makes me think, I've never even seen her smile but her smile is beautiful and I wish to see it more.

"Because I don't want to be just your student" I say then wondering if I should have said that.

"Mhm and? That doesn't mean anything you're 19 darling" she says walking away

"Wait where are you going?" I reply seeming desperate as she laughs slightly

"I'll see you in school sweetheart" she replies walking out my door and getting in her car driving away moments later.

"WHAT THE FUCK" I say after realising I have quite literally just told my English teacher I want to be more than her student and she didn't deny feeling the same but also didn't say she felt the same so I did the only thing I could, I picked up my phone and rang Zara "hey scar" she says sounding happier than usual.