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TW!!: contains self -harm

Olivia's POV: 

  ~Dream~

I was walking in the middle of the road. I don't know how I got here but I was. Up ahead I saw smoke. I ran up to them, it was really dark out and I couldn't see them.

  " Sir are you okay?" I asked the faceless man. I lift his face to see if he was alive, I dropped his face and I fell back. the only thing I could manage out was "Dad?" .

"No NO NO NO wake up dad please, please hangone I'll call for help!" I started to cry while shaking him to stay awake. This is just a dream, wake up Liv wake up. I here a soft groan, I shot my head up and looked in the back seat. "EVIE" I rushed to her side of the car. She had a lot of cut on her face.

  "Evie don't move I'm going to get help okay." I was freaking out. " Ollie.." Evie groaned out. "i'm dead, I have been for the last for the past few months. You knew that though." she said as she looked up at me. No no I'm not dreaming their alive if I wake up everything will go back to how it was.

  "why.. why did you do this to me Ollie?" she asked with hurt in her voice. " w-what do you mean Evie?" I asked. " You decided to ditch the movie with me and dad to go to some highschool party, you got drunk and called dad to come pick you up." she stated looking me dead in the eye.

  "Evie I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." I cried holding my head in my hands. "Your to late Ollie I'm dead and I cant live because of you. YOU KILLED ME AND I CANT LIVE BECAUSE OF YOU." She repeated over and over again. 

   ~end of dream~

  My head shot up, I fell asleep in science. There was a sub today and she was an old lady who just doing crossword the whole time. My breathing was heavy, not loud enough for the whole class to hear me. I looked around the class, and my eyes caught eyes with a certain brown eyed boy. He furrow his eyebrows, I couldn't read his expression though. I quickly got up and asked to go to the bathroom.

  I walked into the bathroom, it was empty. I looked at myself in the mirror, I hated what I saw. My eyebags were noticable and my face was really pale. I turned my body to the side. I need to loose weight. I told myself.

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     "YOU KILLED ME OLLIE, ITS YOUR FAULT."   It kept ringing in my head over and over again until it was to much. I went into the big stall, I went to the corner but my knees to my chest while my hands were on my face. I tried to calm my self down but I couldn't. I looked at my phone. Maybe it will help. I took off the case and saw a razor blade with a little blood still on it. As I put i to my arm I looked up while tears were coming down. I cut and cut till my arm was covered I blood.

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