It all started and it was good
I tought I was myself but I fitted in, for you
I think I wasnt ready for this
I loved it, I loved you, I still love you
I tought we were the perfect match
But all of what I did turned into a mess at the end
You told me you loved me but what a lie
I trusted you
You was the first person that I loved like that, Maybe you can't believe me now, after all of what happened,
but behind my mask, I admired you, I was addicted to you, and you know that, you are the only one who knows how much I was
My life was pointless without you, when I was waiting for your last good text, you started to change, and it's okay to change, I don't blame you anymore, I understand because that's who I am, I am this nice girl who understand, but then you left me, I wasn't good enough for you anymore, I thought you was gonna come back, and you did, but not in the way I imagined
You don't know how many nights I spent thinking about you, you told me one day that I didn't loved you anymore, that I never did, but that's fucked up, you was my only hapiness,
after all I've been going through last year, you saved me, you also broke me, but you never saw the real me, you just saw a part of me
When you left me, I though I did something wrong, ans yes, I did, you too,
But at least I was never bored of you
I get it, that you moved on, but I wasn't ready to face to world alone, so I met her, she was my hapiness, she still is and she will always be, she was my way to escape from the reality, but I never replaced you with her, I wish you could know how much I miss you, and I will always miss you, even if I moved on, you are a piece of my heart forever and I can't erase it, I don't think I want to
I wish I could send you this, and I wish you could understand but I tried and you didn't, I don't think you ever will, but that's the way you are and I guess I accept it,
you knew that I was here for you but you never said how you felt unless I was forcing you, and that was bad, I know it, that was wrong, but I was desesperate, I wish you never abandonned me sometimes, but you did, and I stopped crying about it, I don't need you, I just love you.
