Before I start this chapter I want to say this chapter talks about self harm su!c¡de thoughts and more if you ever need someone to talk to you can always feel free to dm me on wattpad or instagram if you just want to vent about life.
(Third person pov)
Y/N has been off lately the whole team and her family has noticed that she is not leaving her room or talking and she seems rather sad and angry at the same time like she is contemplating in her head and she has started to wear baggy clothes in hot weather like today it's 80 degrees and y/n is wearing a long sleeve shirt with a hoodie on top and sweatpants she has her headphones in not listening to anyone or anything Ray has started to get worried about her so when he gets the chance to catch her alone he will ask if she is okay, y/n hasn't been hanging out with the team anymore and she doesn't talk to Skylar as much anymore her brothers tried to ask what's wrong and she would just yell at them to shut up and leave her alone.
(Y/N pov)
I was reading the comments about how Time Machine is fat and she looks ugly and that her thighs are to big and her face is fat and her hair is ugly I would read these comments all day and night I would cry myself to sleep somedays it would get so bad that I would cut my wrist and thighs until I passed out wishing the pain and hate would go away i started to wear baggy clothes and stopped eating all of my meals I would just stay in my room reading comments on how ugly I am and that I should have been a better girlfriend to brainstorm and how I broke his heart. Today Ray called a meeting at the man's nest once I got there I seen my mom dad Marcus Max Piper Henry Schwoz Ray Chapa Bose Mika Miles and Skylar all sitting and waiting on me they told me to sit down and asked me to explain what is going on I told them it was nothing and that i just haven't been having the best few months I told them it was nothing to worry about and that I would be better soon and they believed me I went home and laid in bed all day I tried falling to sleep but I can't it's like something is forcing me to stay awake I just sit in my bed mindlessly thinking and wondering what I ever did to the people who are bullying me,My parents have decided to make me go to public school so I can have time away from S.W.A.G I start public school today I got up after having another sleepless night I walk to my bathroom lock the door and take a shower I put on my clothes which consists of sweat pants and a hoodie I brush my teeth and walk out the door I make put my hair in a bun grab my bookbag phone headphones and walk out the door I start walking to school
( Time skip cs I'm tired)
I make it to school in time and go
To the front office to ask about my class schedule and locker I get all the information I need and get to class everyone is doing their work silently I sit in a seat and do my work then a girl walks in she's about 5'6 skinny long hair perfect face pretty outfit she stops in front of me and tells me to get out of her seat I said it didn't have a name on the desk so I could sit here if I wanted to she told me to get up but I said no by the time she was going to do something the bell rang and it was time to switch classes I got my stuff and headed to the door when the same girl who I learned name was Emily stuck her foot out and made me fall spilling out all of my work she took her foot and stepped on my phone that had also fell in the floor I wanted to run home and cry but I didn't I picked everything up and went to my next class after that class I had lunch I was leaving my second class heading to lunch when the same girl Emily told me to watch my back I scoffed and kept walking I made it to lunch and sat down when I felt milk and food cover me from head to toe I looked and seen Emily and her friends snickering while I tried not to cry I got up and ran to the front office and asked if I could leave early they said no and gave me a change of clothes I had milk all in my hair and spaghetti covering my face and hair I tried to get as much as I could out then went to class at the end of the day I walked home and before I could make it to my room Ray called my watch and told me to come to the man nest so I headed my way over with milk and spaghetti sauce still in my hair I was walking for a while until I finally made it up there once I got into the man's nest I looked and once again everyone was there my mom dad Henry piper max marcus Mika miles Ray Schwoz Bose and Chapa they stared at me as I just started crying I couldn't take it anymore the pain the suffering I couldn't take and I just cried I tried to stop my self from looking so weak but I couldn't I just had to deal with the consequences of it. My mom asked what happened and I told her I slid and dropped all of my food on to myself she said okay they asked why I was crying but I couldn't bring myself to tell them why I was crying
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