Unnormal Struggles

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I'm scared for him to leave.

I'm scared that I've grown too attached,

It terrifies me.

I've scared to say that I've grown dependent.

My heart hurts thinking about you leaving, but I choose to ignore it.

It's not your fault, 

It's not your problem to fix the broken parts of my heart,

The pieces that are scattered across the floor,

leaving marks on the carpet that stain the scratchy material
 
I am proud,

Proud you went this way,

Proud that you chose to fight, even if you don't want to anymore,

But I'm also miserable.

I wish things could be normal, that things could stay the way they are.

But they'll never be normal again,

I love you.

I hope you come back.

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